I did not know why, during exam month, the longing feeling thickened as thick as the winter before. Or maybe, it way thicker.
Furthermore, in this final year, I spend more time studying than sleeping. Mathematics and medical. Sometimes my brain cannot figure which one is reality or a dream.
I continued my writing. My left hand calculated with fast force. I want to avoid using my calculator - want to train my brain haha.
Without my realisation, there were red spots fell on my note book.