Midnight, maybe. I heard Jimin cried. I sat up. Jimin was mumbling, and I could hear my name. I wanted to sleep back due my tiredness. But his crying disturbed me.
What is wrong with him, I was joking. I did not mean to make you sad.
"Please God if you exist, please let Jungkook-ah live longer. I don't want he dies yet. Please please, put all his pains to me, let me handle his pain. Please give him happiness, he deserve them."
I could not bare to hear more.
I lied again, closing my eyes, shut out my hearing with pillow. Tears running heavily. Please God, don't give my pain to Jiminnie. I don't want he feels how I feel. I don't want him suffer. Please God. I can bare with these. These pain are for me not him. He do not deserve this.