Months/weeks since Gwen's death: 3 months, 1-1/2 weeks (total 14 weeks)
Months/weeks since Cas replied: 2 months, 2 weeks, (total 10 weeks)
Dear Cas,
He hit me.
Not only once. Over and over again.
It has became almost a daily basis.
I have bruises all over my body from him now.
He hasn't hit Sam yet. Sam was going to try to help me, make John stop beating me but I told him no. I don't want Sammy getting hurt.
He is not my dad. My dad has left, been stolen from me, I do not have a dad-not anymore.
I need you Cas. Why won't you fucking reply?!
Cas, please I need you here, with me.
-Dean