Date Written: August 23, 2017
AN: If you know the music 'Kiss The Rain' by Yiruma, I suggest you play it for this chapter. I think this is going to be quite emotional so sue me if it won't be ;)
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*Alexandrielle's POV*
Cries. Baby cries.
It was dark, I can't see anything.
Hummings. Lullaby hummings.
The wails of the baby kept getting louder and I feel my heart tugging at how painful it sounds. I want to find it. I want to stop it from crying.
Cries. Just cries.
I feel myself tightly closing my eyes. Are my eyes open the whole time? But why can't I see anything?
The cries came again and I couldn't help but notice tears flowing down from my cheek.
I felt it. I felt that pain. The pain of being born to the world unwanted. They said a baby is unexpected but never unwanted. But why was I unwanted? Why does a baby should be unwanted? What did it do wrong? Is it his/her fault to be born in the world?
The cries became louder. More painful like the baby is dying a slow death. My heart squeezed so hard that I saw flashes of my life behind my eyes.
My mother, bloodied and sweaty, gasped for breath as she pushed harder until a baby wail filled the air. That wail started to weaken until no sound left from the baby. My mother screamed and cried, begged my grandfather to save me. She kept screaming no. Each word getting louder, longer, hoarser, and more painful. I watched as grandpa smirked with his mouth moving, forming into words I can't catch.
The wails of the baby in the dark came again and I can't help but sob. It's dying, slowly and painfully. I opened my eyes only to see eternal darkness around me yet the baby continues to cry. I can't let it die. He doesn't deserve to die!
I ran around blindly, not knowing where to go but only using the painful cries of the baby as my guide.
With one last turn, I found it. It's in some kind of a cacoon with a light spotting it. I approached slowly, my heart beating faster and more painful as I notice the way tears are flowing freely from such a fragile thing that doesn't deserve such cruelty from our world.
I sobbed as I approach even closer. How can someone just leave him like this? The sight broke my soul apart. He's still bloodied; like a new born. Tears marked his cheek that shouldn't be tainted by such pain. He looks unwanted...outcasted, like me. I can't take it! No one should be unwanted like I did! No one should feel the same pain I felt! No one should suffer like this!
The baby settled down for a bit as I stood a few inches away from its cacoon that looked oddly like a woman's womb. His tiny little hands twitched like it's reaching out for me that I couldn't help but cry. The baby let out a little cooing sound in his throat before I hear his breath hitch and his heartbeat stop.
Something burst inside me. A pain I never thought I would ever feel again. I screamed and screamed, clawing at the ground with the intense burning I feel in my chest; burning my core in the inside and snaking its way throughout my body to burn me even more. I cried and cried, clawing at my chest to get it out...to get my heart out. It hurts!
And again, whether I imagine things or not; I blacked out again.
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Cooing. A baby cooing.
I tightly closed my eyes. The pain that invaded me during my first vision resurfaced as I shake my head back and forth to try and steer my mind clear from the pain in watching the baby die in front of me. I couldn't even save him!
Opening my eyes, I'm in a bright room. White silk curtains flows gently with the wind that is coming from the slightly open window. Flowers of different styles and colors serves as a pattern around the whole room as I felt the warm glow of the morning sun seep through the window.
The place feels...homey. Like a real home with real family. It gives off that warm glow, that soothing, comforting glow that eases the tension from my body along with the pain.
Looking down at my body, I wore a simple white dress that stops just above my knee and I have nothing on my feet, just barefoot. I don't mind though, the carpet is furry soft; I could run my hand through it all day.
Cooing. There it is again. The cooing of a baby.
I turn around to see a door ajar in the corner. A crib is visible through that barely open door but I did caught a glimpse of a baby blue bundle kicking the sheets.
I approached the door and tentatively held the knob. Cautiously opening the door, the baby giggled and I saw a man pick it up.
'Hey there buddy' the man greeted and I could feel the happiness radiating off of him that brought a smile to my face.
'There you are. How did you sleep? It's time to meet our new member of the family' the man addressed me and I could sense the smile in his voice. His head is turned towards me and I know he's talking to me but I couldn't see his face; it's blurred but his body isn't and his voice gives me comforting shivers and is very oddly familiar.
I slowly padded towards them as the baby wiggled and flailed his hands around, his excitement so prominent that I can't help chuckling at his giddiness. He's just like me when I'm excited.
The man chuckled as he holds him more firmly in order to keep him safe but I can sense the love and adoration he has for the baby even though I can't see him.
As I was within reach, the baby reached out to me that has half of his body reaching out to me with the man only holding his hips and legs. Both of us chuckled as the baby brought us closer and moved towards my arms. I looked at the baby and only see it blurred but his dark obsidian eyes stood out in my vision that has me wondering, who's son is he?
He tentatively took my finger and took the man's finger that is placed on his back for support and brought it together. The man's finger curled around mine and I felt that same spark.
'Mmmm..mmmaaaa...mmaa' the baby gurgled in its baby voice that has me snapping out of my trance.
'What?' I asked softly and the baby tried again, muttering incoherent baby words before then last one has me tearing up in joy.
'Ma...ma' a tear flowed down and landed on the baby's baby blue glove.
'Da...da' he said again as he held our entwined fingers in his tiny little ones.
My breath hitched at that. Me? A mom? And who's the dad?
My heart accelerated its beating as I slowly raise my head up, expecting to see the blurred face of the man only to be proven hell-bent wrong.
It was so vivid, so clear. No doubt will be left by just one look you have on his face. Dark obsidian eyes, sharp nose, thick arched eyebrows, sharp jaw, high cheekbones, and raven black hair....
Zach
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AN: WAAAAH! I'm literary screaming right now. Oh god! Is it good? What do you guys think? Is this drama filled again? Hopefully. Oh gosh what is happening in the dog's name?!
Ok...deep breaths in girl. Stop freaking out. You did it right, OK?
OK.....I STILL THINK I'M FREAKING OUT IN A NOT SO CLEAR WAY! Oh wait! Is my head filled with blurry bubbles? Oh gosh...oh my-...oh madre mio due jeus...
Stop freaking out!!
OK!! *took a bag of chocolates and leaves the stage*
Pheew! I thought she won't stop freaking out. I mean, that girl freaks out in rubbish things.
*pokes head in the stage* you won't be saying that when I hide all your Teen Wolf CDs *smirks evilly*
*gasps in horror* No no no no no no no!
*laughs maniacally before running away*
*looks at the audience in horror* Uhhhh...sorry for the rants and all but uh...I need to make sure my Teen Wolf lovies are safe. *looks at the direction she disappeared * Bye! *rans after her*
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