Only his
Chapter 8
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Zara" he whispered she hugging him tightly my eyes getting wet
"zaidi I miss you sooooooo much" she said making zaid back in his sense he gently but forcefully broke hug I mean who is she and how dare she hugged my husband
"how you know about my arrived" he said straight she make sad face
"You didn't tell anny told mom and i'm here to surprise you," she said in excitement zaid nodded with no expression
Why do they look so close? Who is she ??
What if she is his girlfriend ???
Noo noo zaid can't
What if he loves her for the reason he fears.....
Nooo nooo stop it
my tears now not in my controlled anymore
I just can't take it i turned about to go in room his voice stop me
"haya...!!" he called me my name sound so pure beautiful from his mouth
I quickly wiped my tears and wear fake smiles and turned I can't show him that I'm weak
"where are you going ??"he asked walked toward me I smile sadly the girl also followed him he stood in front of me his eyes locked my eyes it's like he reading my face
I don't know how to say but
I want to hug him
Im scared if he leave me went away with the girl
"i..i..just...think fresh..." I stammered controlled my emotions he come near warped his arm around my shoulder and pull closer my eyes widened he blinks his eyes with a smile
"its okay! let meet my cousin zara" he said introducing zara who smile I fake smile back
"and zara meet my wife now my life Haya Zaid Ahmed" he introduce lovingly looking toward my eyes
i'm shocked but flying on the seventh sky all the butterflies in my tummy
I can't believe he said that.
"Aww omg Zaid Ahmed Khan when you become so romantic Haan?" zara asked zaid roll his eyes I smile shyly she hug me I hug her back
I think she's not that bad, am I overreacting?
"Hey, I'm Zara Zaid's first cousin and best friend. I must say you make him crazy haan?" she said winked her I blush look down
seriously I make him crazy
Or I myself become crazy for him
"Asalam Alikum zara it's it's nice to meet you" I replied ignoring her teasing sentence
we sat and talked all the time zaid didn't leave my hand Tangled with his fingers the fingers moving his fingers tighter I also didn't protest I just love it
after having talked about zara and his friendship there some childhood memories she stood to go
"so guys I think I have to leave haya it's really nice to meet you hope to see you soon bye and zaid please visit home with her mum missing you " she said and hugged her she hugged her back she about hug him he back and give faith smile
I think shes not bad just lil bold
But i'm happy he didn't hug her again or else
Or else what you do ??
Or else I don't know my thoughts broke by his voice
"ALLAh hafiz INSHALLAH take care I will call you soon"she bid goodbye and left again leave us alone
I like but it's awkward too I mean now what to say first the passionate moment we just miss it then the way he all the time with me in front of her I mean I don't know how to face him
"ummmm you...go fresh I arrange food" his voice make me back I nodded he told me daraction I went room it's quite clean decent white walls and black furniture make it classy MASHALLAH I open my suitcase find many colourful dresses I smile actually its mama she give me so many clothes makeup necessary like she giving it her daughter after marriage not daughter in law I just miss u maa
Don't confused I call her mom mama maa mum everything she's the best I took my lemon colour frock with white dupatta and went to shower after that I felt so real it's so long flight I just want to crash on bed I went dressing combing my hair suddenly I remembered his sentence
"I love your hair..... open it when i'm around"
I blushed again and let them open I just love it it's new and beautiful
I was so lost that I don't know when zaid came and stood lil far behind me his voice broke my trance he cleaned his throat
"haya come dinner is ready,"he said and without waiting he went down. I was confused . What happened to him all of a sudden ???
I followed him he already sat but didn't start eating I sat beside him we started without any word I looked him with Conner eyes he looked down didn't look me at once
I look bad that bad
I sight and eat then he went to room I put the dishes and then went to room find the performing his salah I also do my wudu then started salah after finished prayer we lay down
I was so confused about what actually happened to him he was so frank and close to me and now he again become stranger
I wish one day I know him more than himself
I looked him lil I think he slept off I going closer to him looking at his face handsome face you know he look more cute charming when he sleeping ooh god
I move closer and put my head on his pillow I creased his messy hair oil without disturbed him his eyes his proud noise then my finger moving lower to his lips but I stopped what if he awake I smiled and took his hand hold it and kiss it lightly
"I hope one day I will be your friend your companion and the love of your life"I whispered then silently peck his cheek the sensation run in my body I smile myself
"Good night my life"I whispered and put his hand under my head after reciting dua and below him I slept off...
So here is your lovely zaid pov happy now enjoy
Zaid POV
I opened opened my eyes slowly and look her who sleeping peacefully I smile she holding my hand like some baby holding teddy I turned turned my face toward her and remove her hair strands and put them back my hand went on her waist and pull her to embrace she also didn't wake up and snuggling snuggling in my chest I hug her tightly creasing her hair without disturbing disturbing her sleep
of course she sleeps sleeps like sell horse and donkey haha
my sleeping beauty
She thinking I was sleeping but the sleep was so far I just pretend after all it's awkward awkward after passionate moment I don't know how always lost I mean it's not in my control to control myself when she's around
God it's real the Zaid Ahmed has no control on himself ... I thought with a smile with a smile and pull her closer and doze doze off
Flash back
Life is so strange it change in second
I can't believe how my life totally change all of sudden all of sudden after we reached all of sudden I don't know one day dad said we all going Pakistan attending his nephew's wedding and then we will shift in Lahore I was so surprised
Not surprised I was shocked I mean he never went Pakistan he always talk us about phopho and their childhood but never went to Pakistan he always ignore this topic nor he attended any relative marriage and all sudden but I didn't asked Dad said and
I just accepted I never asked to dad anything I can't say no Dad I love him alot alot alot he is my world whatever I'm now because of him and maa she tu maa na my love my first love of life my first lady I don't know if Iknow if I can love anyone more thanthan her she my life I can't say no to them as we arrived it's interior Sindh our car stop I come out from car
"Zaid beta you go we coming"dad said I nodded it's big house havli I know Pakistan this much as I visited here many times but alone for work but I never came village it's first time I about to enter when guard stop me before I said dad come with attitude look
"You know who you stop Ahmed Khan's son "he said in stent tone to the guard and he quickly lowered his head
"Maafi saiye (in the respect they call saiye in Sindhi language) I didn't know "and give me side I was impressed dad told told me go he coming with others I entered it's simply amazing the interior traditional way MASHALLAH I looking when suddenly someone bumped me and about to fall when I hold her I looked her
Her eyes tie with blend fold but her cute nose and beautiful lips visible and her long Drake brown hair falling on the ground on the ground I just lost in her she's so slim tiny figure and suddenly she stood up and Remove her blend fold I avert my eyes
ASTAGFURALLAH what I'm doing
She suddenly got nervous before she asked Dad ama came
We meet dadi amma she sweet very loving the way she hugged hugged me I felt so good after that we went inside dad mom give gifts to Haya that time I got know it's her wedding I don't but the thing I don't like it I don't know what the hell is wrong with hell is wrong with me
I try to divert my mind try to busy myself in work but my eyes again again went toward her who smile giggle on Musa lem jokes
I again avert my eyes it's not good to stare girl and more wrong who getting married soon Allah help me plzz
Days passed I try my best drift drift my mind from her though but I don't know she dancing on my head god now I'm hell frustrated
today we meet hayas father Haya dua mom was in haya bedroom when we arrived arrived he was out of town as he saw dad talking with dadi jaan he looked looked surprised to see us I think
"Ahmed Bhai.."he whispered whispered dad looked him with no expression I don't know what happened he was come with moisture he about hug him when dad back step
"Don't !!"he said in strength tone
"Don't dare I'm here only for Haya don't think I forgive u"dad said making me confused forgive him why what he done he nodded and left without a word without a word The silence silence taken and then dad left his room I didn't asked him I know he can't share this I can see in his eyes we both don't need to say and I can't force him if he wants wants to share he will I know him
After some days there was function in the house we werewere setting on men's men's side suddenly hayas father make us meet Haya future husband and that time I regret why the hell I meet the jerk
I mean how can someone so cheap and what the hell uncle think before arrange the marriage of this moron with the innocent angel I mean seriously want to punch the face of this bloody jerk i mean his talk the way he thinks thinks about women he was making fun of his future wife in front wife in front of his friends like seriously sharing his desire seriously disgusting
I just went to my room angrily I can't take it anymore or else I will beat him to spilled nonsense words for Haya
One second why I'm so angry
Why do I want to protect her?
Days went I just pray for her to get best at least not that kaif pic The jerk it was midnight midnight I was working in laptop when suddenly my door knocked I looked my wrist wrist watch who came at this time I walked open mom. Dad stood in front stood in front of me
"Dad mom you at this time everything okay ??"I asked they nodded with a weak with a weak smile and entered inside I closed the door sat on the bed on the bed I took chair I can see the tension tension
"Dad Mom what's wrong??"now I get worried they smile and dad mom took my hands
"Baby you know na we love you and we never Injustice with you nor force you"she said I know it's what's wrong
"I know mum what happened??"I said
"Actually.. actually we decided something for you without your knowledge"dad said with gilut
"Dad if you decide decide I know it's best don't be guilty guilty I'm okay with what you decide "I said truly my life it's all my parents they have full right I have no problem I kissed their hand I saw they both get wet eyes
"My son loves you so much"mom can't take it anymore and hugged me tightly with sobbing I rub her back
"Mom enough of tears please meri jaan"I told her she's the only I call jaan I call princess doll another thing to my baby sis but jaan only for her no one can take this place
She pulled pulled her back and clear her tears and smiles smiles
"Thank u son Allah(SWT) bless u," dad said put a hand on my head I smile
"But still know what we decide"he said I smile and stood up shut my lap I don't have problem with decision then why to know
"Dad I said na I haven't problem just order me when u need me"I said the fact
"Zaidi first listen na"mom said I smile and nodded to continue folding my arms around chest
"We fixed your marriage with Haya"
"What??" he said give me bomb I was shocked I mean how I like why suddenly
"Don't you like her or you love someone or you.. "mom starts starts her questions section
"No"
"It's not like that, it's just how I mean she was getting married to that jerk and all sudden..."
"Yeah this is the reason she was getting married to jerk "dad said with a smile with a smile
"that's why we want this please zaidi say yes she is very innocent I know u will happy with her.."mom non stop ranting I stop
"Mom stop..."I said she stop
"Does this make you happy??" I asked she nodded I smiled and kissed her forehead
"Then happy!!"I said she hugged me tightly
New life is being to start with haya
After last night I agree for the marriage I don't know I did good or not but I have done for my parents I dont know she will like me or not I mean no one asked her I even argue on this matter mom told me she against to marry the moron but neither she say yes to me she doesn't even know but mom saying her imagination of husband suited me perfectly seriously
dad convince uncle also god knows how let's see how my life written I was in thought when door knocked as I open my baby sis hug me with sobbed I suddenly get worry
"Princess why you crying" I asked she didn't reply god now my worries out of level I walked her to the bed but she crying without leaving me
"Bhiyuuu.." She calling me in sobbed
"G bhiyuu ki jaan my princess what happen tell me is someone trouble my baby" I asked rubbing her hair
For me my siblings are my babies I brought them up care like mother protected like father
Before she said anything my monkey entered and jumped on me hugging
god did I told you my stupid brother can kill anyone with his hugs...
As he hugged me we terio laid on bed and of course of course my breath stuck
"God.. hippo...move we ca..n't take bre..ath.." Dua said with difficult and then he sat up
"Pagal admi (mad men) you wanna kill us with your hugs" I said after taking breath as well dua he cut his tongue and sorry I smile
I love him my idiot son
I open my arm he again jump beside me mera monkey and hug my waist in humanly manner as well dua I smile hugging them both but my princess again start crying
"Ooh my baby why is my bacha crying so much today! monkey did u trouble my pumpkin " I asked in fake angry tone who shook his head then answered me
"No bhai she so stupid that why crying like a 'crying baby'" he said teasingly I showed him eyes
"Bhiyuuuu " she cried annoying on him
"Acha leave him tell. Me what happen did anyone said or done tell me dua" now I'm serious we are in village I don't trust anyone about my sis I asked broke the hug in serious tone she shook her head in no
Then
"Bhai chill I said na she mad women actually she get know you getting married" ahil said I confused
"So why are you crying, aren't you happy or don't you like haya? I thought you would become good friends then.." I asked she wiped her tears
"No no bhiyu actually...I'm veryI'm very happy I love her a lot but.." She said made me relax
"But???"
"But mom told me in evening your nikkah and it's too simple I didn't shop didn't made dress for your wedding i plan so much and now.. " she said again start crying I smile on my innocent baby she hugged me again I hugged her back
"Pagal aurat(mad women)..." ahil said I slapped on his head
"Bus itni se baat and you waste so many tears it's only dress meri jaan just choose what you want from the best designer and all your things in your hand in one hour"I said she suddenly jumped on her place
" seriously bhaiyyu it's possible ??"she asked I tap her nose
"I make it possible for my baby" I said she hugged me tightly
"I love u bhaiyu " she yelled I smile hug her back
"I love u more mera bacha" I said
"What about me ??" ahil who making angry pout I smash his head and pulled him in hug
"Of course how I forget my monkey love u too" I said my babies and join laugh
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"Bhiyuu how's it" dua asking me showing me designer party dresses laptop for order I was busy with ahil in watching match I just nodded
"Ooh shut up moti (fati) let us watch match peacefully" he said make her fighter cat and she attacked him
"Meai moti nhi honu hippo" she said and started pulling his hair and he started her as well. My match is in qatar. I make them separate as I succeed with my eyes on my lap and find a beautiful peach bridal dress. I don't know what has gotten me "Haya.." A whispered out I don't know what I just felt this dress is made for haya
"Bhaiyu what are you staring.." Dua broke my trance
"Umm no nothing" I said
"Bhaiyu this dress it's bridal dress I can't wear it " she said my eyes stuck my heart start imagine her
"Duh bhai looking for Bhabhi haina bhai??" ahil said teasingly I smile in heart and glared them who doing stupid aww
After an hour finally dua selected god this girl
I make the call to my pa and send him pic of both dresses necessaries and other clothes and ask him send it in hour
*****
Exactly in hour our things arrived I give dua she jumping like frog I wonder now how I give it to mom to send her god its too difficult
"Zaidi look your sherwani.." Mom came and said I nodded
"Umm mom...woo..I..this..." I said nervously she confused while two idiots giggles I glared them
"Mom who....nothing yeah nothing" I said yeah I will give her myself yeah after wedding mom look confused
"Mom bhai buy beautiful wedding dress for his lovely to be wife " must bomb on me
"ahil .." I glared him
"Ooh my god really show me show me " mom got excited jumping with happiness
Didn't i tell you our whole family crazy
Dua open the bag and showed her
"Mash Allah its beautiful zaidi you gonna failed after seeing her I'm sure" mom said making me embrace
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All men's are in mosque while ladies in home we waited for molvi sahab who went to ladies asking haya for nikkah my heart beating like hell finally he arrived and get know she agree my heart was flying with happiness
"Mr Zaid Ahmed Khan son of Ahmed khan do you want Haya bakht daughter of salam bakht as your wife" he asked
"Qubool hai.." I said he asked three times and I agree all hug me for congratulations my dad hug me and whisperer thank u
My wife my haya
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We reached havli as we entered my Lil sis jump on me for bear hug
"Nikkha Mubarak bhaiyuu" she said cheerfully
didn't I tell u before she always called me bhaiyu when she first calling its bhaiyu and from that time only calling bhaiyu and I love it I kissed her head
"Dua beta go call your Bhabhi" dad said my heart felt something said she nodded and went to her room
After some minutes mom dua and some other family ladies take her out made me drum stuck I frozen on my place god she looking so beautiful MASHALLAH her loose curl locks spread on her forehead her eyes lowered look more than beautiful with eye makeup the dress look amazing on her I can't believe someone can look so pretty I can't describe my word how much she looks beautiful her purity glow more her cheeks red I don't know because of make up or blush she nor try to look me and my eyes didn't try to move from her she blush when dad ahil congress her tease her I enjoy her state we sat on sofa I can felt shivered when my shoulder touch her
God Mrs zaid one single touch make u this much shivered what happen if I
....
What you
....
If I kissed her
.....
What zaid you insane
...
No I'm not
...yes you are
Whatever
My mind heart fighting when I busy seeing her in mirror first time her eyes meet with me her big eyes
Again stupid ahil start teasing session started by saying feed her her hands shaking
God how can someone nervous like this
She about feed me when we heard gunshots sound she catch my hand I looked her who's shut her eyes tightly with fear I place my hand on her she looked me I blink I about to stood she held it tightly
"No what about you I will not.." She spoke worriedly
"Hey don't worry please go I'll just come'' I said come'' I said softly I stare her who having tears
"Go.. please" I whisperedI whispered this time pleading
"Mom please take all ladies inside and locked the room" I saidI said looked mom she nodded but before we went I saw jerk front us I know it's gonna happen
"You bloody bas..d" he shout on uncle who try to stop him
"Kashif ...."he also yelled Kashif push uncle he felt down i rush to him and make him sit I turned looked make my blood boiled he walked toward haya
That's it
" You cheatedon me bloody slu..t what have you to marry him did u sleep ..." before he completed his nonsense I punch him tightly bloody jerk how can he speak rubbish about my wife front of me
"Don't you dare utter a single dirty word to my wife or I will make sure to take your breath out "I warned him very angrily and I mean it he don't know Zaid Ahmed khan
"You bastard she mine I will make her mine in frontmine in front of you right now and.."he said
Bloody hell
Fuc** him
That's it
Before he complete I start beating him blue and black I felt my whole body in fire how he bloody dare to saysay I will dig him right here
"Shut up you bastard you talking about my wife....... my Haya.....my Haya Zaid Ahmed khan do you listen to me listen to me "I shoutedI shouted
I will kill him right here
She's my wife
My pure soul
Who the hell is he
U shouldn't mess with me kashif Khan
All men try to stop me but today I will not he almost lifeless I punch his face again and again kicking him
"Fuck you bloody she's my wife do you heard " i shouting dad holding me by my waist to make me left but I was so angry all tried but no one succeeded
He should think speak before
"Said leave him"I heard yelled of her i suddenly stopped my punch in mid and looked at her who was crying
She take my name
First time
God how much she cried
"Please zaid leave him please"this time she almost whispered softly begging I looked her then kick him last and left him
I warned commissioner to make him behind bars they take the men like garbage and all left us alone I graze her who look scared baby with innocent tears
I walked toward her she lowered her head the tears didn't stop I touched her left cheek creased her check smoothly make her clam
"You fine ?? "I asked softly she was sobbing badly her breath hitch I felt
I wiped her tears with thumb and pull her in my embraced to make her calm I can't see her like this
She shocked I know
She shivered badly
I shocked myself
But this makes me peace best feel ever
"Haya calm down he's gone I will not let anyone touch you I'm here and I trust you relax" I whispered. I felt her shivering but slowly she wrapped her hands around me. I smiled and pulled her closer .
My haya
after I came backI came back to my senses when our family back we pull back each other it's quite awkward I mean how can I hug her so sudden what she thinks about me I was calm down mom when she yell as I about asked she start ranting about my injured hand I smiled on heart she look cute when panicked mom also start god these ladies when dad saved me and ashes haya to went room with me I was what how me what but she didn't bother asked me and held my hand dragged me I enjoy this I mean she innocent cute and of course beautiful
Slow down zaid
Slow
She's stranger
How you can trust her
But why I feel to trust her
Stop it zaid
Yeah
My mind and heart fight. I don't know what to do. I have trust issues. I'm not an easy personality. I can only trust my family and no one else. I'm scared if it breaks like before....
I was lost in thought while grazing her face I don't know when her tear slipped on my hand I stare her she looked in pain I try to console her
Her eyes so beautiful so deep it's strange she look more beautiful with wet red eyes I seriously want to kiss them but I control myself I can't make this feel over on me yeah
We were leaving for Karachi the plain about take off when I notice her shivering sweating I got worries I asked her for doctor but she shook her head now I think I get it she scare I think its her first time in plain then I offered her hand first she hesitates but then hold it I console her after some time I saw her sleeping looking so cute peaceful beautiful I just stare her all the time then host announcement make me in back in the world in the world but she sleeping peacefully without any disturbance I wish I didn't wake her up but I have to I called her slowly but no response after she blabbing in sleeping adorably I can't describe how cute she look I control my laugh
After reaching miss pleased me to take her long drive while they prepare surprise first I refused then I say yes he jumping like monkeys hehe my idiot son
The drive was silence why she didn't say anything god I mean she should talk first
If she can't then you start na
NoNo what should I say
After arrived and customs all went to room dua take haya room while mom asked me to come with her
"Yes maa" I said she smile make me sit on bed
"My son meri jaan today your new life start I want to you some things understand" she start sat in front seat in front of me I was confused
"Zaidi its not compulsory that every relation is same or should I say past and present will be same I know u marry her only because of us and seriously we are proud of u but I know that also u scared to give the chance u scared to trust this relationship u scared to love her " she said I surprised she's right
"Am I right ??" She asked I didn't say anything just lowered my head she holds my face
"Beta you have to get over from past its being long time please son for us for haya give this relation chance "she said
" I try I can't promise but I try "I said the fact she smile and kiss my forehead I put my head in her lap she creased my hair I felt peace I closed my eyes for sometimes when she spoke
"I think haya is not that pretty" she said I was shockedI was shocked what I sat up with jerk
"What" I asked in shocked
I think I heard wrong
"What I think haya is not that pretty sorry beta we should find some more beautiful I mean her eyes so wired and her nose.." Before she say more I cut her
"Mom what are you saying please stop it she's most beautiful girl I ever seen her eyes are so deep beautiful sprinkle in there and her teary eyed look more pretty her nose is so cute her innocence face long hair makes her pure and u saying she's not pretty" I said in one go then look mom who having smirked
"Ooh someone deeply admires my daughter isn't I thinking someone like her already huh??she said now ear red she trapped me. I smile and stretch my neck ..
" yeah very much" I said confidentiality her eye wide now I laughed she also join
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Mom gave me bangles to give her wedding night gift I was hesitate I mean I should I we still strangers
But u like her
Yes I do but
But what
I don't want to start like this u know what I mean
I want to know her more then herself
I want to laugh with her
I want to trust her
I want to fall in love with her madly
make her mine
I convince my mind then went to room she looks damn beautiful stood in the center but it's awkward she also looking scared nervous I don't want to make her more uncomfortable
this........I..I..mean...your...I..mean.....mom..give..to..you..as.mou..
dikhay(first night gift)"I stammeredI stammered badly
I mean who can believe zaid Ahmed khan the famous business men can be confused
"But..how.. I Will...ta"she was hesitant to take it I cut me
"It's your wedding gift take it"I said softly
She put it on dressing table and looked me i was already laid down on the left on the left side she about to laying on the couch on the couch I spokeI spoke
"Haya why you setting there ??"I asked
"Actually..I ..was.." She tries to say I think she's not comfortable shit men u should think before duh
but i didn't let her complete
"If you feel uncomfortable then you sleep on Ion I take couch " i said she stared me shocked
Is she saw ghostghost
Why she shocked
I satI sat on the couch on the couch she held my hand I look her
Her touch something has I mean I felt like current sudden
I looked at her looked at her then hand she quickly take it back
" Umm, it'sUmm, it's not like that you can sleep bed as well," she said without looking me i nodded we went to bed and lay down on each other side
I smile and again thanks ALLAH and closed my eyes
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I was in deep sleep when I felt something running in my hair making me comfort peace I didn't open my eyes just enjoy it then I felt hand creasing on my eyes cheeks my hair I was about open to see who me when I heard her whispered to my ear
"Thank you making my every morning beautiful thanks for giving me your name thanks for giving me new family I hope one day I will be you friend companion love of your life "she said I felt something in my heart I felt so good then she put her head on my pillow I felt her breath on my face which burning me with sensation I felt her hand reached to my face my eyes my cheeks
Stop it haya
Stop mrs zaid
I'm warning you
I said my self as she touches my cheeks and about reached to my lips
That's it
When I was aboutI was about to pull her in my arms and crashed my lips on her with full of desire she suddenly sat up I open my eyes find her closed eyes putting her hand on her heart and scolding herself for doing this I smiled I seriously want hide her in my arms
How can someone so cute and innocent
Zaid what are you saying .
Hug her ??
Crashing lips on her??
Are you out of your mind ??
No I'm not it's just I can't controlled
If she is doing she is doing these cute act in frontact in front of me
I shut my eyes again pretending sleep she went to the washroom to the washroom I smile and touch my cheeks eyes where she touch I smile like fool and again hide my face in the pillow
After that she went out after ready I all the time graze her seeking form pillow which she don't know god she looking so pretty
I also got up and went to the washroom
When I opened the opened the door I found her in front of me with wide eyes and turned immediately because I was shirtless and this make me chucked I said her to turn now she looks so nervous I started tease her she was so nervous that she slipped tea on her hand
God her hand burn I applied omiend but I was so angry on her I mean how can be so careless its my fault too I shouldn't tease her like this
Great zaid Ahmed now she is in pain because of u after that we went downstairs I feed her breakfast as soon family also join us too feed her
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Next Day was walima day I without telling anyone went to office its urgent meeting just told musa to handle everything but as I know the idiot mess up told mom and she just scold me
After convenience mom I went my room I was frozen on my place as I saw her my god she looking damn gorgeous in red lehenga she fidgeted her fingers
God she looking so beautiful I can't avert my eyes I just can't control myself to praise her beauty making her more confused taking her in arms and kissed her forehead that just blissful moment I can't express how much it feel wonderful
I felt something got in me I behave so different I never this type I talk to her talk to her like I'm love sicker at night she was sleeping peacefully looking like doll I stare her face without blink she looking more beautiful in moonlight my heart beat so fast her hair locks disturbing her I slowly tug them behind ear suddenly I saw u my same front of me I was shocked
"Who are you?you? " I asked
"I'm you zaid your inner voice"
"Zaid what's wrong with u you behave so weird Why u losing your control "
"I can't when she around" I replied fact
"But why ??"
Maybe..
Maybe...??
I'm falling for her..
What
Seriously
She's innocent cute pure like water
I just want to love her
I want to live my life with her
Did u forget your past
"No don't.."I warned him
"U should stop this love relationship isn't true"
Stoppp
They all fak
PleasePlease go away
Yes its all fake
Noo
She broke up..
Noo she can't
Yes she will one day she will leave you ...
Just shut up shut the hell
Hahahahhahah
Zaid again will alone
Aww
HHhahhahahahahha
Ahhhhhhhhhh shut up
I woke up with a jerk panting heavy I breathless with sweating badly I look around no one there only haya sleeping peacefully I drink some water calm myself
I look at her who innocently sleeping without knowing anything I move closer to her
"Sorry maybe you wouldn't leave me but my past never leave me I can't give you anything only pain you should stay away from its good for u "I whispered her she turned to my side in deep slumber and put her hand on my waist I grazed her without Blink
This girl making me crazy
I kissed her forehead lightly but with full emotionally then pulling her more towards me sleep
I never show u never tell u what I feel for u
With that thought I sleep next whole week I avoid her when she tries to conversation I give her short answer I know she hurt but I'm in pain I can't let her in this pain after week I making everyone hurt more by telling them we are shifting London mom cry I can't tolerate this but I have too it's better for everyone I stay away from them I know one day haya also gives up on me like today my family I broke everyone I yell at haya I broke her heart into pieces and went out
" you are just mistake zaid" the voice rang in my ear I increases speed of car
"He just I'll fate which you brought here" again past rang in my ear
"I can't take this responsibility I have life" again again my past ranting
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I press break and yelled
"just stop it......" I shout on myself
"I can't take it anymore please.." I cried I cried with whole heart
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As I went home I park my car in porch porch I lifeless walked inside when I saw someone in the garden in the garden I went to the shadow I find dad sitting on bench I didn't say anything just sat beside him nor he look at me but knowing my presence I slowly put my head on his lap I can't face him he loves loves me so much and I failed his proud
Few min after I felt his hand on my head my tears rolling down
"I still proud of you" he said now I can't control my sobbed I so ashamed myself I know I have reason but I become reason of their pain
"Hey you are my strength my proud my son my love you can't be weak " be said patted my head I hug him stomach like baby
"You...don't...hate...me.." I sobbed asked like baby he laugh
"Pagal father can't hate his children and when he have so caring loving proud son" I broke hug look him he smile
"But..Baba jani..what I did.." I about say he cut me
"I know you have some reason I know still something bother u I know still u stuck in your past" he said I am amazed I am amazed I never shared anything with anyone I m not that expressive
" but your intention must be good but way wrong but I'm not angry u know why because I trust u I know u belong to us and u get away with our past and problem what u face I trust u my son" he said I was shocked he trusts trusts me so much I know he loves me that's why I love him most he knows what I feel
I hug him tightly
"Just remember one thing don't allow your past to affect your presence and future zaidi just give chance to love please your past will faded" he said I broke hug
"What if my trust broke what if I got hurt again" I asked like kid he smile
"How you know result before exam haan if you will not give chance how u so sure about fail result "
"May be you trust become more strong may be you fall in love and let me tell u son nothing more beautiful than feeling love" he said I assume him thoughtful
"You remember when first time you learning cycle you remember how much u scare but u try if u were never try then how you learn it haan??" He said I remember he teach me and I was hell scare
Is he right
Should I give chance this marriage
"But how I mean"
"Zaid just free yourself don't be ten worried about what will happen what will happen in future live your feeling moment just don't stop yourself"he said his words seriously work yes I will he is right what fault of her I should give it a chance
" I promise I will give it a chance it a chance "I said he smiled and patted my back
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I went to room silently looking her here there bed was empty then my grazed follow on couch she half lay on it I went closer to her sat in front seat in front of her dry tears still on her cheeks her nose red must cried a lot I push her hair lock behind and put her leg on couch make her proper lay on it cover her with a blanket with a blanket I stare her then crease her cheek and silently kiss her right cheek
"sorry haya but I promised next morning will be different " I said with peck again her forehead I slept on bed
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