Things most people don't know about me..
Starting... Now.
Where do I start?
Simple answer, start at number one, Duh.
Well, what do I put as number one?
So many choices...
Well, to start off...
1) I'm real, I'm the kind of person who
isn't afraid to tell someone my honest
opinion. So, I suggest you be real back
to me, but who am I kidding? This world
is too busy for the truth. People should know
that I am real, but you are a person who I
most likely don't know, so, I might as well
tell you. Oh and, thanks for reading.
2) Because I speak my mind, I am hated by many,
but do I care? Answer; No, want to know why?
Because, all that matters to me is my few friends
(Emily and Miranda) my amazing boyfriend, and my
family.
3) I believe, having one best friend is more powerful
and meaningful than having one hundred friends.
4) I have trust issues. The only people I can trust are
my boyfriend Preston, and my best friends Miranda
and Emily. They help me through so much and I'm
lucky to have them.
5) My mom is my best friend, and guess what? I've
known her my whole life!(:
6) My boyfriend Preston is my world, he is the reason
I am still breathing.
7) I used to cut, and brand myself. I started cutting in 5Th
grade. Then I started cutting and branding in about 7th grade.
After my best friend Jade died that year, (5*13*10 RIP) I became suicidal.
Nobody knew, at least I thought, Jade and my other friend Madison
knew, but I realised Jade was gone. 8Th grade, someone told my
school. They called my dad (I was scared to death that he would be
mad) I thought he would take it horribly, but really, when he found
out him and my mom were so nice and understanding. They transferred
me to a new school and got me to go to counseling.
8) They think they helped, but things got worse, October 7th 2010
my other best friend Madison got hit and killed by a car. The driver? Oh, you
know, just a 13 year old girl, I'm not saying names. She decided to
joy ride to school, and when she was turning a corner and hit Maddi,
she was just standing at her bus stop. It happened in the morning, and when
did I find out that my best friend got hit and killed by a car? I found out at 1:30
in the afternoon. I felt like I was the last to know.
9) 9th grade, I was planning on ending everything,
than, reason walked into my life, AKA, Preston.
He didn't know I was planning on committing
suicide, he also didn't know he was helping me.
I had no friends, because my two best friends
had already died. I had Emily and Miranda, but we slowly
stopped talking over the summer because I was pulling
away from society, I needed reason to pull me back.
10) Preston and I started talking more and more, I started
to really like the kid, but, he had a girlfriend, a complete and
utter brat if you ask me. Anyways, He was telling me how much he
loved her and everything, when really, she was just using, and abusing
him. Secretly he liked me too(: One day, the bitch stopped talking to
him. For good, she just stood up and left the poor boy. I was there to help
him and by that time I really, really liked him, I felt so bad what she had
done to him and I made sure I was there to help him like he helped me.
11) A couple months passed by, we were talking a bunch more, and I kept
liking him more and more, I was curious to know if he liked me back, like
every girl on the planet, thank you very much. Then, the day came, he
told me how he likes me and I was so happy but, I had to act normal, even
though I was far from it, I think I said something like "awhh(: I like you too"
when inside I was like, AHHH(: OH MY GOSH CUPCAKES, AND YOU KNOW,
STUFF THAT'S HAPPY AND, UH, UNICORNS, N' STUFFS!
12) A few weeks later, we went to a party, you see, I was with Preston's
best friend at one point, and that's how I met Preston, and the first time I saw
Preston, I swear I couldn't breath, that boy's eyes and smile melted my heart,
I couldn't breath, because I got butterflies (for my first time ever, in 9th grade,
how sad, no, not really) I felt bad I had a crush on by ex boyfriends best friend,
but seriously, love is blind and you can merry a box of pop tarts for all I care, if
it's love, don't let ANYTHING stop you. Anyways, uh, where was I? Oh, yeah, So
we were at my ex boyfriends party and Preston and I didn't want my ex to know
we liked each other so when my ex left the room, Preston and I kinda sorta, you
know, kissed(: I got the biggest butterflies and my legs were shaking. I know this
might sound stupid but, I didn't know how to kiss... (again 9th grader? OH well I
think it's adorable) So when Preston kissed me, I wasn't expecting anything like
that from a kiss, I guess I was wrong, dead wrong.
13) On December 5th 2011 Preston asked me to be his girlfriend(: we have
been together and happy ever since, I love him more than anything, he gave
me so many reasons to stay(:
Sorry, I write a novel every number, get used to it(:
anyways,,,
14)I haven't cut or branded since October 2011 because of Preston
15) I have had stomach Ulcers caused from stress since 5th grade.
16) I sleep walk, sleep talk, sleep eat and I strip in my sleep,
don't judge me. xp
17) I such at Math, but it is one of my favorite classes.
18) I love writing, mostly poetry, but nobody reads or
buys poetry so, eh, I can't pursue that.
19) If someone has a problem with Preston, than they have
a problem with me, so don't shit talk him, don't touch him,
don't hurt him, he is amazing, I would give my life to keep him
safe, he is my everything.
20) NO, I am not addicted to my phone, I achually hate texting,
I am addicted to the person I am talking to, of course that person is
Preston(: