The Chaos Of Breakdowns

By hthegreat

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We all go through breakdowns. Not once not twice but again and again. Sometimes we stand up. Sometimes we fal... More

0. Story Of Our Lives
1. Givingup yet trying
2. Lost Her
3. My Shattered Dream
4. Concealed Pain
5. Painful shriek
6. Deep inside
7. stay
8. Feels no more
9. Judged 🙃
10. Tired 💔
11. Broken mirror 💔
12. World as a better place
13. Inner cries
15. Be yourself
16. My main
17. Death
18. Strangers
19. My life to an end
20. Her❤️
21. lost love 💔
22. Intensity
23. Still in love
24. Despair
25. Destruction of a soul
26. Crushed pride
27. Words
×××××××
28. I'll be here ❤️
29. Slave
30. Memories
31. The person who was my destruction
32. With you near me...
34. love ❤️
35. What is love to you?
36. Late night thoughts
37. Little do you know
38. Nightmare
SHOUTOUT
39. Distance between us
40. Tears 💔
41- Glass walls
42- Death my relief
43. Footprints of blood
44. I'll try harder
45. Furious winds
46. BETRAYAL 💔
47. Domestic Violence
48. I cross my heart 💘
49. Deserted establishment
50. Anxiety
51. PEOPLE FAIL TO UNDERSTAND
52. It is for you
53. THE CONFLICTS WITHIN ME
54. A way to live
55. WHAT IS LIFE?
56. She's a friend (LIFE)
57. What will people say?
58. Empty souls
59. Life is temporary
60..

14. The Mocking darkness

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By hthegreat

Do you ever think about me when you sit alone
Not just about what I look like
But also about what I went through

Do you ever think about how deep are the scars you left
Not just that, you put my tears to an end
But also I felt like something inside me is dead

Do you ever think about how intense is the pain I go through
Not just about my fake smile
But also the emptiness hidden inside

Do you ever think about how you always told me you love me
Not just that, I even blieved it like a fool
But also not knowing how you were going to be heartlessly cruel

Do you ever think about the memories we shared
Not just the smiles and laughters and happiness
But also the cause of the pain in our eyes and our sadness

Do you ever think about how tiring was this journey of being broken again and again
Not just my heart, my trust and my esteem
But also the fear of being left alone is still at extreme

Do you ever think about the nights that to me feel so cold
Not just that, I remained awake all night and at the cieling I blankly stared
But also thinking about, ironically how I for myself didn't care

Do you ever think about how torturous it is when my thoughts go wild
Not just that, sometimes the sufferings get so immense
But also the darkness I am stuck in is blindingly dense

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