Fight Your Demons (Brendon Ur...

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[first few chapters may be triggering] SEQUEL- BREAKING Meer

Chapter 1- Reunited
Chapter 2- explaining
Chapter 3- Hospitals and apologies
Chapter 4- Josh dun
Chapter 5- albums and anxeity
Chapter 6- Twitter Drama causes real drama
Chapter 7- Im sorry
Chapter 8- perfect
Chapter 9- Id fall in love with her all over again
Chapter 10- Good news
•//12//• I Write Sin's Not Tradgities
•//13//• End of tour
•//14//• Moving and Shopping
•//15//• First night
•//16//• Birthday part 1
•//17//• birthday part 2
•//18//• Past comes back to haunt you
19- Vacation// sass
20- vacation//under one roof
21- vacation//Cliff Jumping
22-vacation// well fuck you universe
23- vacation// therapy talk
24//vacation// to weird to live to rare to die
25//vacation// late night calls
26//vacation//board games
26//vacation// third wheels
26//last day
Bonous chapter!
27//collar full
28|| hunt
29|| change
30||Finale
A Thank you.
*****
Sequel
Sequel
New book/ sequel updates :)

•//11//• Dreams, Dresses and Demons

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Door littlelfreaks

A/n- sorry if this is bad it's late and I'm tired

Y/n's point of view!

After the guys changed we made our way back to the bus now off the Hollywood! The award show was now tomorrow night, so far our schedule was a mess but we'll work it out one way or another

Tomorrow me and Jenna are going to have a 'girls day' we'd get nails done hair then dresses shoes then Jenna would do her and my makeup for the award show, we are both exited for the awards but also for our little date as she called it

Currently me and Jenna were cuddled under a blanket watching Netflix on her phone as the guys either played video games or ate. It was about 9 right now me and Jenna were watching some tv series we couldn't pay much attention due to Tyler's screaming as he either won or make a 'sick' move

I was leaning against the arm of the couch and Jenna has her head on my shoulder, Brendon's sitting his back against the arm of the couch, I reached my hand down slightly and poked his shoulder, he chuckled and put his hand up and put it in mine and placed it on the couch

I smiled and Jenna whispered a 'cute' in my ear. Spencer yawned and got up "okay I'm going to bed I'm tired" Spencer announced and we all waved and said goodnight as he climbed into his bunk

A few minutes passed then I looked at Jenna who was passed out "Ty" I said in a whisper yell he turned around and I pointed at Jenna, Tyler got up and carefully picked Jenna up and I handed him her phone he nodded and placed her in their bunk kissing her head then coming back over

I tugged on Brendon's hand to get him to sit with me, he looked up at me then moved next to me, I threw half of the blanket over him and laid my head on his chest, Tyler was the next one to give in to the tiredness he said his goodnights then joined Jenna in there bunk

Now it was me, Josh Brendon Ryan and Dallon, the guys still managed to play video games as I sat and watched trying not to fall asleep, I'd fall half asleep then wake up once Brendon moved or something, before I knew it it was just me Brendon and Ryan

Brendon looked down at me and smiled "just a few minutes I'll pull out the bed" Brendon said picking me up placing me by ryan, I leaned my head on Ryan's shoulder

"Hi Ry" I mumbled tiredly

He laughed "hi sis" Ryan turned a bit so I fell onto his lap only causing him to laugh more

Brendon came over and smiled and reached his arms out, I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked me up the placed me on our little couch bed the threw some blankets over me then he climbed in next to me pulling me close

Brendon's point of view (short)

Ryan yawned and got up and came to y/n and kissed to top of her head "night sis night Brendon" ryan said then walked to his bunk and climbed in.

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I felt y/n's side of the bed move and rolled over to see her face tear stained her breathing fast, I sat up and pulled her into a hug as she cried silently onto my shoulder 'shhh it was just a dream your okay I promise" I whispered quietly to her

She nodded and soon let go from the hug her face stained with tears- it hurts me so so much to see her like this I just want to take all her pain away and make her happy truly happy. "What was in your dream" I asked a but quietly not knowing if I wanted to hear

"I-ryan it was ryan-they t-took him.." y/n said speaking softly more tears forming in her eyes

"Ryan's in his bunk he's fine I promise- and who took him?" I asked softly

She looked down at her lap "d-death- they t-took him" she said weakly

I pulled her into another hug "I'm sorry y/n- Ryan's here he's fine I promise no one will take him away from you.... get some sleep, tomorrow's a big day" I said trying my bets to help honestly I'm not very good at helping in these situations

Y/n nodded and slowly laid down I pulled her close and her breathe soon soaked and she was asleep.

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I woke up- thanks to ryan who screamed 'we are going to be late!' I shot up and glared at Ryan who only laughed I looked over and y/n was gone "where y/n?" I asked

"Her and Jenna left about a hour ago she said she'd text you" ryan said shrugging

I nodded and got up and got ready- ALL of us guys piled in a van Dallon drove, me Tyler and Ryan in one row then josh and Spencer behind us

"Hey Tyler, Ryan I kinda need help with something..." I said referring to y/n last night

"What's up" Tyler asked ryan nodding

"Last night y/n woke up crying- she said that they took ryan away I asked who 'they' are and she just said death and I don't know what to do or anything" I said signing, I asked Tyler since he'd have felt with his inner demons a lot so he'd know

Ryan looked straight forward, unlike Tyler who looked deep in thought "well for me at least- that'd mean it's a like a last memory that's like re creating itself in her mind not intentionally" Tyler said

That made sense y/n's parents had only recently passed away so it could be her mind recreating that with ryan- "no. This has happened before- it happened before she went into her depression" ryan said sighing- no she can't be depressed again.
She needs to be happy

"But as long as we distract her from it she could pass through it" Tyler almost asked Ryan nodded okay good that's good- she's with Jenna she can distract her. We pulled into the fitting place and I thanked the boys then we went inside

Y/n's point of view- brought to you by my kitchen sink

I felt someone whispering in my ear gently shaking me- I opened my tired eyes to be met with Jenna who was already dressed. I sighed and slowly and carefully got up trying my best to not wake Brendon witch I succeeded in

I went to the small closet and grabbed some skinny jeans and a black tang top and a kimono Tyler gave me, I brushed my hair and didn't bother to put makeup on considering Jenna would only do it over later

Once I was ready me and Jenna got into one of vans and went to our first stop nails, Jenna said she'd pay for this so I'd pay for hair, we finished our nails pretty quickly we both got the same things pretty much -sorry I don't get nails done-

It was about noon when we left the nail salon now off to our next stop hair salon. Me and Jenna jammed out to I write sins not tragedies in the van in honor of the awards- or for our on amusement but who cares

We got to the hair salon witch I paid for, Jenna got her hair cut and curled, her hair was now at her shoulders, I kept mine the same length and curled the tips of my hair. That took a hour or so we had to get to the award show by 6

We got back in the van and checked the time 2:30 good. Jenna drove us to a really fancy dress shop, Jenna immediately picked out a dress for me to try on, we picked a lot for each other after about a hour Jenna had hers picked. She picked a black long dress with pink roses on it. She looked amazing in it

"Okay y/n what color are we thinking!" Jenna asked eager to help me

"I don't know" I said shrugging

Jenna's face lit up as she took out her phone, she smiled as it beeped "Brendon's wearing white so something light!" Jenna exclaimed pulling me to the racks of dresses, I swear we spent forever looking until Jenna pulled out a light blue dress with straps that were on the sides of the shoulders she handed it to me and practically shoved me in the dressing room

I tried on the dress and- wow I didn't even recognize myself Jenna is a magician when it come to this stuff, I walked out of the dressing room Jenna smiled and looked like she's explode "that's the one Brendon will love it!" Jenna practically screamed

I agreed and changed out of the dress, me and Jenna paid for our own dresses witch weren't too bad considering we're in Hollywood for hecks sake

We quickly went back to the bus the guys were already headed to the show since they were farther away, me and Jenna changed into our dresses and she quickly did her makeup then mine, we took one last look at ourselves, then of course Jenna's favorite some cute couple pictures

We got back and drove down to the venue the show was as our car was greeted by Brendon and Tyler anxiously waiting, me and Jenna laughed then got out of the car, Brendon smiled huge and jaw dropped as he walked up to me "damn- you look amazing" he exclaimed I smiled and thanked him

I took Brendon's arm then ryan came and had to be a brother "okay Brendon she's here in a dress lookin all pretty but young man know your limits okay" ryan said obnoxiously

"Yes Ryan I know" Brendon said rolling his eyes playfully as we made our way to the dreaded red carpet as Brendon calls it

A/n- award show next chapter it's gonna bee goooooood

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