[Day 6]
I woke up alone.
Johnny is still sleeping.
Well this is my last day woking up at this tremendous house.
Waking up next to johnny depp.
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I just take a quick shower, and put on my t-shirt and legging, then
I get down stair to the kitchen, prepare some ingredients. I want to make him a breakfast.
I think, if he woke up,
He will find something that is memorable to remember.
I shaped my pancake in a heart shape and drizzled it with chocolate syrup.
I place it down a white plate along with fork and knife.
I made him coffee and tea
In case he want to drink a tea.
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I go upstair with food tray on my hands, trying not to wake him up.
He is sleeping beneath the blanket.
Looks so peaceful.
MAYBE WHAT IM FEELING RIGHT NOW IS JUST A GUILTY FEELING.
IM NOT HOPING THAT THIS FEELING IS MORE THAN THAT.
The way he breath, he looks so ....
So cute.
GOD
TELL ME WHAT HAPPEN TO ME?
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His head begin to move and I walk closer to him, stroking his cheek,
"Morning Johnny" he smiled behind the blanket revealing his toned chest.
"Morning baby" he smiled.
I hand him the breakfast.
I think this week has been so hard for him.
I STILL DONT KNOW WHY I CARE.
BUT I FEEL LIKE I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER.
IM INVOLVED IN THIS. IM NOT GONNA LIE.
"I made you pancakes" I said.
He sit and take plate.
"I feel like a king" he said.
He smiled and stroke my cheek.
"Thank you baby" he smiled.
HE SHOULDNT SAY THANKS,
I'm the one who made all of this problem, aren't I?
He cut the pancake casually with his fork and shove it to his mouth.
"Uhmm.." He said.
"I love the chocolate" he said.
"How does it taste?" I asked.
"Good" he smiled, his teeth is covered by chocolate.
"I haven't got my breakfast" he said, leaning down and kiss my lips.
I can taste the sweetness of the chocolate from his lips.
"Love it?" he said.
"I do" I said.
I stroke his hair and smiled.
"Well today is my last day here john, I'm going tomorrow" I said.
Oh yeah, this is my last day.
And I don't know how he gonna face his problems right after I'm gone.
HE CAN HANDLE IT,.CANT HE?
I used to say that he's weak.
But he is not weak after all.
He can handle that long before I came to his life.
I'M NOTHING.
I'M NOTHING AFTER THIS IS OVER.
"I'm going to miss you" he said, leaning his head on mine.
He kiss me softly, that sends my blood rushing through my veins.
"Me-"
"Me too" I said.
He took a strain of my hair and put it behind my ear.
I just realise how handsome he is.
"What can I do to make this last day important?" He said.
I look at him and smile.
"You don't have to do anything,.john. Just be with me" I smiled.
"We always be here together,.don't you wanna go somewhere?" He said.
"I'm happy as long as I'm here with you" I said.
DO I?
He smiled and hug me.
God please make time goes slow.
I can't explain what I'm feeling.
Please.
I don't want to regret a second.
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Note: I will give the soundtrack for the chapter ;D what do u guys think? but I will give it on the 23rd chapter ;) -gee
Can anyone guess what will happen? ;) this is her last day tho ;D