Shane's POV:
Why does everyone think my life is so perfect? I don't think I'm that great of an actor. Maybe my friends can see it. I don't know anymore. If you were wondering. No. My life is not perfect. Not one bit. I get to meet Lily in a few days and she says she's bringing Ryland. I got excited when she said that but I had to hide it from her. If you didn't know, I watch Clevver quite a bit, and when I watched the first episode Ryland was one of the main people. From there on out I watched all of their videos and the ones with Ryland in them made me feel so happy, like something I haven't felt for a guy before. Almost the same feeling I had with Lisa but different in a way. I was so excited. I'm going to sleep so I can see him sooner.
(Next Day)
I can't wait!!! Three more days and I get to make a video with Lily and Ryland. I should start editing the video I made yesterday of me eating a deep fried Taco Bell Twinkie. Ugh why did I have to look so fat in this. You know what. Shut up Shane you look fine. No you don't. Yes you do. People are gonna hate. People hate on anything. Fine okay let's just edit out the part where I stand up and suck in.
(Few hours later)
I wonder if Ryland is the same as he is on camera... What if he's completely different. I have no clue I'm just so excited. Lily seems so nice as well. I can't wait to do more cheat days after this. I wonder if me and Ryland will talk right away. Eh anyways let's make another video.
(Making of the video)
HEY WHATS UP YOU GUYS?! YES. I'm destroying my body even more. Now I know you guys are saying "SHANE YOUR BODY IS ALREADY DESTROYED" well you would be right about that. But I'm going to destroy it even more than it is. If that's possible. Haha so here we go...
(That night)
All I can think about is him. I can't get him out of my mind. I don't know what to do. Just go to sleep now Shane.
(Next day)
I ONLY HAVE TWO DAYS UNTIL I GET TO MEET HIM! I'm just so excited. I'm going to skip today's video because it's Friday. Today is just going to be me binge watching all the Clevver videos.
(End of chapter)
Ahhh tell me if you want to to write another chapter or not. I hope you like it!!! Byeee! ♥️