i starred at you blankly
while you are in your deep sleep;
tired from the lust we shared
and satisfied from the explotion.
i suddenly felt something inside me
something different,
something unusual,
something odd.
my heart beats weirdly,
my body felt weird things,
my mind thinks weirdly.
is this the feeling of first time?
i touched myself and i felt something sticky
smelling fishy.
you broke it—
you broke my womanhood.
and i'm glad that you did.