rather confusing and contradicting.
my mind is narrowing the picture of him.
getting rid of it, is only a way of procrastinating.
after all i still constantly check my phone for a message from him.
which i know wouldn't arrive.
because the message is never sent.
i don't want to be a girl who is naive.
but who am i to judge over my ownself.
-gc
[internally picking up myself]
written in august 14th, 2017