I tried calling Jc a few times while I was on my way back to his house, of course he didn't answer. Ugh, I can't believe this is already happening, I don't like Taylor like I like Jc I really think I'm.. in love or falling in love. When the Uber pulled in front of the house, I let out a breath and got out and slowly made my way up to the front door.
" Jc ?" I called out softly as I entered the house, he didn't answer. I walked into the living room, he wasn't there, then the kitchen and he wasn't there, but as I was walking out of the kitchen I saw him standing outside.
" Jc.." I said as I slid open the glass door
" What are you doing here ?" he said turning his torso to look back and see me, he didn't snap when he asked that he just asked it calmly
" Jc, I'm not gonna lose you over something that doesn't matter" I said with a scoff/laugh
" Violet it does matter if you have feelings for someone else !" he exclaimed turning fully around to look at me
" I'm saying it doesn't matter because, I don't like Taylor !"
" You went on a date with him !"
" Because I thought I wasn't gonna date you ! And nothing happened on the date we just hung out" I explained
" I just.. really don't know what to think.." he said lowly, looking down at the ground
" Jc you know me.. I would never be with someone if I had feelings for someone else" I said taking a few steps closer to him, he didn't say anything, " Are you really contemplating breaking up with over this ?"
" I don't want to.. but I can't shake the thought of you Taylor.. just yet"
" So that's it.. we're breaking up" I said tearing up, but also getting pretty angry
" No, I really don't want to-"
" I told you the truth ! I don't love Taylor ! I lo.." I didn't finish, if he didn't feel the same.. or if he was breaking up with me right now then I just lost someone I'm in love with and saying it out loud confirms that I love him
" I don't want to break up and I especially don't want to lose you"
" So..?"
" I don't want to break up permanetly, but I do think we should have a break.." when he said that a tear fell, but I wiped it away
" Okay.. that's better than being broken up, so if that's what you want-"
" I don't want it to have to be this way"
" If that's what you want" I continued, " Then.. I'll see you around" I said calmly, then turned on my heel and walked away, brokenhearted.
Sorry I haven't updated, I have school now, but I'll try and update on the weekends !
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