LMAO I LOGGED BACK ONTO HERE JUST TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON AND HOLY SHIT SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE READ THIS IM LAUGHING I LITERALLY WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS T W E L V E (but published it when i was thirteen i think) I DIDN'T EXPECT ANYTHING OF IT
also regarding the people who were confused as to what happened, take what you want from it and don't think too much of it because i kind of really hate this story bc it's highkey romanticising suicide n shit and i want to take it down but ?? idk lmao bye