Mark POV
Jackson was getting closer with every step taken
And my heart is beating faster than normal
Why does he have such an effect on me ?
And why do I like it ?
Jackson was in front of me and with his right hand , he caressed my right cheek
His lips were on my earlobe , tracing kisses down my jawline to my neck
" Markie.... " he whispered
His voice sent shivers down my spine but I liked it
I was so turned on that I couldn't even think straight
He put his hands under my T-shirt and that's when I realised what was going on
" J-Jackson, stop "
He stopped kissing me and he looked right into my eyes before leaning in so he could whisper in my ear again
" Do you really want me to stop Markie ? "
I nodded in agreement but he didn't seem to buy it
"I know you want me..... and I want you too"
Oh no...
" AAAAAA !"
" AAAAA !"
" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU IN MY ROOM JACKSON ?"
" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SCREAMING ?"
" I ASKED YOU FIRST !"
" OH WELL I ASKED YOU SECOND !"
I looked at Jackson with an annoyed look . What just happened?
" Uh..... did you have a nightmare ?" He asked me
" Yeah..... you can say so . Anyways, why are you in my room ?"
" Well..... because I wanted to wake you up to tell you that breakfast is ready ..." he said almost whispering
" Oh..... oke.... I'll be down in a minute"
" Ok but ..... what did you dream about that made you scream like that ?"
Well shit
" N-Nothing important. You d-don't want to know ....."
" Actually I do . I want to know what's bothering my brother" he said smiling
" Please stop saying that word....."
" What word ? Brother ?"
" Yeah..... it's a bit wierd for me now...."
" Why ?" he asked with a sad look on his face
I don't want to make him sad....
I want him to be happy ,unlike me...
" A-Again . You don't want to know "
"Oh come on ! Tell me ! Please! "
" Ugh , you really want to know ?"
He nodded while smiling like a little child
" Um..... I dreamed that..... we almost did it " I said embarrassed
Jackson blinked twice without saying a word .
Oh god..... why did I say it ??!
Ugh , I'm so stupid
" Jackson ?" I asked , hoping he would say something
" I'm going to church . Bye "
And with that , he left my room .
I don't blame him . I would have react the same if I was in his place .
Why do I keep on dreaming all of this ?
And why the fuck was I turned on ?
I actually want to die
Hiiii 🙈
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