autumn // ykh & shw

十一

'why did you follow me up here?'

'i thought you were going to end your life.'

'why would i?'

'you never smile much.'

'so?'

'people said you lost your love.'

i felt myself choke on my tears.

i'm sorry, i know you don't like it when i cry.

with your last breath, you told me to move on, and that you love me — forever.

if you really love me, why would you tell me to move on?

autumn reminds me of you.