"You can go alone."He gave him an irritated look,stood up,took a deep breath and carried her in his arms as if she was his bride.....Her eyes grew wide.voluntarily her hand clutched his collar...making him skip a beat.
The continuous voice of gunshots broke their dream bubble..As realization hit him...he ran as fast as he could towards the darkest cave in view...With this incredible speed it was hard for him to maintain the balance..With a heavy jolt he felt with her in his arms on the ground covered with leaves.. Her eyes grew wide as he fell on her..He couldn't hide the embarrassment which was shining bright in his eyes.With coloured cheeks,he started stammering and murmuring a continuos apology.."I...I..So..Sorry..i ...urghhhh!!!"Damn he was so shy...Her emotions weren't different from his...She was shocked like hell..Glaring with him with her wide eyes she gulped all her anxiety with the lump formed in her throat...Waiting for him to move from her...waiting for him to end this awkwardness...and waiting for him to release her from his weight...she at last pushed him slightly "It..it...s ok ."she mumbled just to get rid of this awkwardness.
"Its really ok na?like i didn't meant to -i ..i -you know it was just a-"she didn't let her complete and pushed him again with much intense force.
"I know ...first you plz just move!"
He got up with a jerk...
"Oh!i am absolutely sorry....I.,.You...know...ummm!Huh!"he couldn't understand what to actually say but kept on murmuring and struggling to find a perfect answer..on the other hand she folded her hands on her chest,started tapping her feet on the ground and waited him to complete..with an amused face..
"Huh!But i m happy it wasnt a big deal for you and you understood the situation and it was ok with you"she huffed taking her amusement to all different level..
Her hands flew in air and her eyes grew wider"WHAT DO YOU MEANT BY IT WAS OK WITH ME?"she screamed at him..
"Oh hello!When i said sorry to you...who mumbled like a cat It..It...s..Ok"He mimicked her words like a crazy cat which irritated her to bits...
"You-"she pointed her index finger towards him and said,"I just said that words to get rid of you...your weight...your mumbling...your ranting and blah blah blah!"
"Whatever!!"he screamed louder than her..
"You know what !........You are a jerk! "She said making faces...
But he wasn't someone to listen to her. and sit just like that.
"And you know what.......You are mad.."
She faced him and with a cunning smile replied "Thank you so much..Mr.Jerk."
This boiled him further..."You are a frightened cat!"
"Thanksss. Cunning fox.."she replied and turned over...
"You are a spooky halloween pumpkin!"listening to his words she turned completely...
"What!I am not as fat as pumpkin!"
Seeing his words work he grinned and replied
"Oh yes you are not fat as pumpkin...."
"Good!"she smiled just to turn it into a frown..
"You are fatter than a pumpkin!"he laughed evilly boiling her anger to the core..
"You...You jerk ...you ghost...you donkey ...monkey...animal...get lost..."she screamed but he couldn't stop but laugh to bits...Seeing her laugh a tear fell down from her eye..
"Hey....!! Why are you crying??Oh my god !you -just stop crying man！"
This made her cry even louder...
"I knew i am ugly... i knew i am spooky .. but am i really fat!Is that the reason of my failure...Is having 55 kg big deal....Am i really fat?"the river of tears wasn't easy to stop..
"Oh no!You aren't ugly ..you aren't spooky ..nor are you fat...i was just joking...in fact 55kg is underweight...you aren't fat ...plz stop crying ...i was just joking"he kneeled in front of her crying figure...wiping her tear stained cheeks
..this was his weakness...he couldn't see any girl crying....after that day.........the long lost day of his life..
Squeezing her eyes shut she tried to forget the evil memories that followed her here...that ruined his present and past too.....
With all her might she controlled her tears and mumbled "i am ok!"and "i am sorry"
And with a heavy heart stood up and sat in a corner facing the wall of the cave...
Both of their minds were tangled in the thoughts of their evil past...they were haunted by the spirits of their past who can never be forgotten......
The depth of their memories weren't less than the depth of the Arabian Sea...Fighting ,struggling ,trying to forget those haunted bees of past they decided to let go..
Innayah could be seen at the foremost corner of the cave facing the wall whilst Our Mystery man was seen at the mouth of the cave facing the open world....Both drowned in the deepest oceans of their life..
Innayah's POV
The whole evening passed by as the sun drowned kissing the silver sea....I looked at him who was busy with his camera...i walked ahead towards the mouth of the cave settling on a hard rock staring at the moon...
Deciphering my thoughts....
Once in a blue moon day
Staring at the silver ray...
I couldnt help but question My Only Creator....
I couldnt help but talk to Him..
Words that strugled for the whole week to left my mouth...
"Wasn't i a perfect paper....
Nor was I a beautiful flower....
Full of flaws...Empty of thoughts....
I was just an average girl...
A girl who wasnt a precious pearl...
Nor was a heaven's twirl...
I was just an average girl.....
Who loved to gnarl
And was always ensarled..
I was just an average girl...
Then how was I jeweled with infinite blessing...and happy with several cravings...?
Why was I the Most happy girl?
Wasnt i someone special...nor was i a juicy apple...just an average girl embeded with enormous pearls...
Several people perfect and flawless..were under sufferings...
People who were all time better then me were sad and hated but I was not! How?....."
Far from the woods.....Deep down from the sea .....All above the sky of my heart a soft voice echoed in the forest of my ear....
"Coz your Creator knows the best...Coz He is the Most Mercuful......"
He embedded me with loads of blessings and I never ever thanked him.....
Nor did I ever realized his existence until today ....until that day when i was banished by them....How hopeless was I ...how dumb am I ..that I m longing for those now!when they are snatched by me....lost for me.....and far and far away from me....
Ya Rab i ain't complaining ...nor am i wailing....
All i am doing is Tauba....
From the sins I did....for the blessings i complained for
Help me Allah!Heal me Allah!Show me the right way my Allah!And Stay with me for always.....!
A single tear passed his way down my cheeks...My heart was full....my throat was sore...It was hard for me to keep it all by myself...but i managed....i managed through hits and bits....gulping everything down with a go...compressing everything in my heart...
"Are you alright ??"his voice entered my ear but i was too sore to respond........
Precap
Both with the opposite thoughts...opposite emotions....opposite lifestyles were standing on the opposite ends ... ready to head as far as possible from each other with a hope to never meet again...but will their hope come true or destiny have other plans for them...stay tuned to see what happens...
Assalamualaikum my dear readers.....So yeah!here is an update...I know it's extremely late but seriously i cant help it..Seriously sorry for that...
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