Time skips *
I woke up as usual.. This time No ones came to my room.
Its weird.. Who turn is today ? I try to think hard but I just cant get the answer. Its only left Yoongi , Hoseok , Jin and Namjoon.
I got myself up and start to open the door slowly..
I then heard the piano sounds being played. It sounds beautifully , I wonder who is the one who play? I went out and walk along with the sound being play.
I stop by as I saw a door open wide and I saw him , Yoongi.
Namjoon:
" Hmmm I Didn expect to see you here y/n ." As he holding a wine on his hands.
You:
" Oh namjoon.. ermm I heard the piano sounds so yep.. "
I look up and saw yoongi stop playing the piano. He then start to walk towards us.
Yoongi:
" So you finally Here.. Great I was waiting for you dummy . "
You:
" Wait you was waiting for me.. ? And why are you calling me a dummy ? "
Yoongi:
" You know you ask a lot of questions... come on lets go " as he pull me close to him.
Namjoon:
" Have fun.. You both . " as he bring up his wine.
He brought me to his room. So I guess today is his turn?..
Yoongi:
" Dont just stand there , entertain me ." He said boredly .
You:
" What ? Entertain you .. ? " as my thoughts start to wander around..
Yoongi:
" This is the first time .. a girl is here in the castle.. I just dont know how to react .. " as he scratch his head.
You:
" Hmm.. so you havent seen a girl before ..? "
Yoongi:
" Well.. kinda.. and since you are the first girl whom entered into this castle.."
You:
" Hmm.. So what do you want me to entertain you? Cleaning up your room ? Pillow fights? "
Yoongi:
" Just try to make me happy , Ive been too tired lately.. there is this nightmare Ive been having.. "
Yeah .. as I bet , Each of them have different Nightmares for sure. They are trapped in their dreams.
You:
" Why dont you tell me about your nightmare ? "
Yoongi:
" You will laugh at me for telling you my nightmare. "
You:
" Why do u think I will laugh over at someone nightmares ? "
Yoongi:
" I been betrayed. Y/n .. I have my first love but its all gone. "
You:
" You have your first love ?? Then why do you say this is the first time you had seen a girl ? " as I rolled my eyes.
Yoongi:
" Well.. Its my first love is not a girl.. Its- a-ctually- a piano-..."
You:
" WHAT A PIANO IS UR FIRST LOVE ?! " as I say out loud.
Yoongi:
" Yah , DONT speak so loud ! " as he cover my mouth with his hand .
I purposely took my revenge as I bite his huge hand for calling me a dummy just now.
Yoongi:
" YAH WHAT IS THAT FOR ?! Ouch ! You are such a crazy dummy "
You:
" Stop calling me a dummy .. anyway what is ur nightmare about ?"
Yoongi:
" I saw how it burns again.. "
You:
" You saw how it burns again.. ? You mean.. the piano ? "
Yoongi:
" There many happenings .. "
He told me everything right from the start. He having the same dark dream all over again .
Yoongi:
" I wonder why.. ? Why I keep having the same dream all over again , Its making me stress out . "
You:
" Hey hey .. why dont we do something fun? "
Yoongi:
" Like what ..? " as he look at me curiously.
You:
" Like playing the piano!!? " as I jump happily ..
I always wanted to learn how to play the piano..But I always didnt get the chance too. Its too expensive.
Yoongi:
" You want to play the piano ? Mmm follow me I bring you to a place ."
I follow him and he brought me into this beautiful room .. The piano is right infront of me, it looks different from the one he played earlier.
I ran towards the piano and start sitting down and letting my fingers hitting on it.
Yoongi:
" Yah yah!! Dont abuse that precious piano ! Im sure you doesnt know how to play dont you ? "
You:
" Ya ya ya. Yep why dont you teach me how to play since you are pro in this ? "
Yoongi:
" Pro.. ? What pro ? Well anyway I always wanna to teach someone to play "
Yoongi:
" Give me your hands . " as I show him my hands.
He then teach me slowly step by step..
This scene.. just feels so familiar.. why am I getting teary ? What is wrong with me..?
Yoongi:
" Hey are you alright.. ? " as he stopped and look at me.
You:
" woah since when you care about out of the sudden? " as I question him again.
Yoongi:
" Since the part when you get teary . I dont like to see people getting teary infront of me ."
Yoongi:
" So tell me what is wrong ? Did I did something to make you feel that way ?.."
You:
" No you didnt.. it just that.. as much as I wanna to think How familiar this scene is .. I just cant seem to think "
My head hurts much badly than yesterday. Its getting worse and worser.
Yoongi:
" You .. know I always wanna try something.. but I never got the chance to do it .. "
You:
" What do you wan..t to do- " my words was cut off by his lips pressing on mine.
It feels like my first kiss.. We start to kiss slowly passionately .. It just feels so familiar but why cant I think ..? Why.. ? As I start to tearing up.
Yoongi:
" Im.. sorry , I did-nt m-ean T-o h-urt y-ou .. I jus-t want to know what its feels like to kis-s a girl-.. " as he becoming shy.
You:
" Its not your fault.. Its my first time too . " I chuckled but my tears cant seem to stop.
Yoongi:
" Then why are you crying ? .. " as he rubbed my tears away.
Yoongi:
" It hurts me.. when I see u cry. "
When I was about to answer him back.. Someone interrupt again.
Namjoon:
" Im sorry but time is up.. you guys seem to spend too much time with each other already . "
You:
" Im sorry.. I gotta go " as I stood up and walk away.
Namjoon:
" Wait , Your brand new dress ..dont forget to clean yourself up ." As he stopped me by holding on my wrist.
When I was about to walk away .. I heard voices inside . I didnt wanted to hear but something telling me to listen.
Namjoon:
" Well hyung it seems like.. you having fun with a girl."
Yoongi:
" I just -.. she seem special to me ."
Namjoon:
" That doesnt mean you can kiss her!! She can use you hyung .. "
Yoongi:
" What do you mean she can use me ?! Im the one who kiss her so its not entirely her fault!"
Namjoon:
" Just to let you know .. Tomorrow , Its my turn.. so whatever reasons just forget about the kiss... we just gonna live life like shes doesnt exist anyway.. because shes gonna leave you, Us ."
Yoongi:
" There is no way i gonna forget about it.. it feels just like real love .. Argh"
Namjoon:
" I warn you already hyung , its up to you wether to listen or not."
I quickly walk away and went to the bathroom.. Crying.. Why does it feels like my heart is breaking apart.. ? Its hurts so badly that I wanted it to stop.
Time skips brought to you by Ayo hitman introduces*
Another brand new morning.. brand new day .. I didnt feel like wanting to escape away from here. I dont know what is the reason making me stay..
Someone came in .. and I immediately knew who is it.. Namjoon
Namjoon:
" Since you awake , You know what to do right ? "
You:
" Yeah.. I do know what I suppose to do ."
I follow him and walk along the hallway... He stopped and I almost bump into him again.
Hes too tall , I cant seem who is infront of him .. But I knew whose voice is that.
Namjoon:
" Hyung.. Why are you here outside my room door ? "
Yoongi:
" Just promise me that you wont hurt her .. ? Okay , If you hurt her or touch her .. I will break you apart ."
Namjoon:
" You being too obsess with her hyung.. But I wont do anything nasty to her for sure. I promised "
Yoongi:
" Great .. I will go off for now .." as he walk pass us.. I then felt his hands touch against mine.
I smiled warmly.. What Am I to him?.. I start to wonder off until something hit me.
Namjoon:
" Come on lets go in my room , stop standing outside daydreaming..."
You:
"Alrig..ht " as I follow him into his room.
Namjoon:
" I didnt want to ask you this but .. I was wondering what you did with those guys in their room ..being locked."
You:
" Well.. we talked and we sleep , we also eat.. and.. playing piano.."
Namjoon:
" Oh so.. nothing much more than that? " as he getting nervous.. and sweating.
You:
" Hey are you okay ? You seems like there is something on your mind .. "
Namjoon:
" Nah Im okay.. Yeah.. well lets talk.. "
You:
" Well Its there anything you want to share ? "
Namjoon:
" How do you know that I was about to share with you about something..? "
You:
" Ermm. Your face says so.. ? So why dont you tell me about it ? "
As usual I heard his Nightmare dream.
Its really different from the rest.
Namjoon:
" Sometimes I really hate myself , It just feels like Im not good enough .. "
You:
" Why do you think that way .. ? Is there something bothering you ?"
Namjoon:
"I always feel the pressure on me.. I guess I just trying too hard sometimes.."
You:
"Maybe you should take a break.. And learn to love yourself?"
Namjoon:
" I wish I could love myself too. " he smiled
Someone knock on the door .. Turns out to be hoseok..
Hoseok:
"Time is up .. Its my turn now ."
Namjoon:
" Well Y/n Thanks for giving me courage .. I guess see you around soon. "
as he left me and hoseok alone in the room.
Hoseok locked the door and came towards where I was sitting.
You:
" So what do you wanna do ..? "
Hoseok:
" I guess .. Shall we dance ? " he smiled
You:
"Ermm.. But I not really know how to dance .. I might even step on your foot .. " as I Stood up.
Hoseok:
"Its okay I can help you in it ... follow me , I gonna teach you a brand new world ."
Time skips*
We went to a Big ballroom . Its beautiful, Its already have a music being played. It feels like Im the princess and he is a prince..I felt being appreciated .
He came towards me and hold my hands.
Hoseok:
" Relax, Just follow my steps and Look at me because I wont bite ."
I look at him .. He look so attractive.. as the music being played. He spins me around and we were having a tons of fun.
Until my head get so much pain .. It just feels like I shouldnt be here. I gotta go away from here.. I release hoseok hand and start running away from him.
I know he came running after me. I just try to run even further away.
Hoseok:
" Y/n whats wrong?! Did I do something wrong .. ? "
I then stopped running.. I cried. I dont know where I am and why am Im here ? This is not my world. That is what I realised.
Hoseok:
"Y/n.. Please Dont leave go .. "
You:
" I should leave .. This is not my world .." as I was about to leave he hold both of my wrists and now hes infront of me.
Hoseok:
" You cant leave yet ! You have to hear about my dream . "
You:
" Why just why ... ? I cant help you guys to get over it .. why cant you guys just let me go ?"
Hoseok:
" Please just listen to me .. " As usual I let him be
So he told me about his dream .. Its horrifying when he told me that..
You:
" I should leave now .. I cant stay here any longer anymore.. "
Hoseok:
" No you aint going anywhere .. You must go through Jin Hyung too .. "
You:
" Im tired of all of this .. hoseok.. " As he suddenly put a pill inside of his mouth and he came close to me.
He press his lips to me .. Hes giving me the pill to my mouth..
You:
" What are you doing !?" as I push him away..
Hoseok:
"Im sorry .. Y/n just hold on for just one day .. "
My whole world turns to blackness.
Time skips*
Today It just feels so silence..
I got up away from the bed and walk out of the room..
The hallways is silence too .. I came across a room
That something in my mind telling me to go in.
I went in and saw Jin sitting down .
You:
"Jin .. today is your turn right ..? "
He didnt answer me .. He just smell the apple
and drop it on the floor.
He suddenly took a pink polaroid camera and snap something? a flower? in front of him and the candles fade away..
He stood up so I decided to follow him into his room..
He still didnt talk to me too..
He is now playing with a lighter and burn those white lilies..
After a while he stood up again so I just follow him..
I just want to know what is wrong with him..?
As He continue walking along the corridor ..He stop by a painting.. He suddenly say something " Go back to where I came from .. "
and he walk away when I was about to approach him.
I quickly go back to where the room he brought me to ..
There is 6 polaroids. It shows different pictures.. what is that suppose to mean?
I went back out running along the hallways .. And saw Jin walking to
where I first met all of them .. and I saw -
He kiss a statue..? and suddenly I saw taehyung in my mind..
His back having those scars And he turn around and smirked at me.
When I open my eyes.. I realised..
Im at a different place..
I try to get up but I cant .. I have no energy to do so..
I then saw a Lady standing beside me checking something..
You:
" Erm-.. Excuse- Me- may.. I know wher-e am I? "
The lady turn and look at me.. and shout for doctor ..? Looking happy..
The lady:
"DOCTOR PLS COME HERE NOW!! MISS Y/N HAVE FINALLY WOKE UP .. OMG I CANT BELIEVE IT! THIS IS A MIRACLE."
That is when I realised.. I was the one who being trapped in my own dream.
Maybe Im the one who is insane.
The End of Insane Love.
Just kidding . Will be back soon