The Chaos Of Breakdowns

By hthegreat

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We all go through breakdowns. Not once not twice but again and again. Sometimes we stand up. Sometimes we fal... More

0. Story Of Our Lives
1. Givingup yet trying
3. My Shattered Dream
4. Concealed Pain
5. Painful shriek
6. Deep inside
7. stay
8. Feels no more
9. Judged πŸ™ƒ
10. Tired πŸ’”
11. Broken mirror πŸ’”
12. World as a better place
13. Inner cries
14. The Mocking darkness
15. Be yourself
16. My main
17. Death
18. Strangers
19. My life to an end
20. Her❀️
21. lost love πŸ’”
22. Intensity
23. Still in love
24. Despair
25. Destruction of a soul
26. Crushed pride
27. Words
Γ—Γ—Γ—Γ—Γ—Γ—Γ—
28. I'll be here ❀️
29. Slave
30. Memories
31. The person who was my destruction
32. With you near me...
34. love ❀️
35. What is love to you?
36. Late night thoughts
37. Little do you know
38. Nightmare
SHOUTOUT
39. Distance between us
40. Tears πŸ’”
41- Glass walls
42- Death my relief
43. Footprints of blood
44. I'll try harder
45. Furious winds
46. BETRAYAL πŸ’”
47. Domestic Violence
48. I cross my heart πŸ’˜
49. Deserted establishment
50. Anxiety
51. PEOPLE FAIL TO UNDERSTAND
52. It is for you
53. THE CONFLICTS WITHIN ME
54. A way to live
55. WHAT IS LIFE?
56. She's a friend (LIFE)
57. What will people say?
58. Empty souls
59. Life is temporary
60..

2. Lost Her

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By hthegreat

You look into her eyes for all those emotions,
that were all this time begging for your devotion.

You can't help but look at her twice,
that mezmerizing beauty those pretty eyes.

They are cold, devoid of that love.
It breaks your heart? thinking why weren't you enough?

You didn't bother to give her your time
now you are asking what was your crime?

She was all this time by your side
Now you are thinking, she should have given you time to realize?

All those hugs that made you forget,
are now giving you all those feelings of regret.

She was during your breakdowns your only friend.
You lost her in a moment of proving you strength.

All your thoughts screaming what if,
reminiscing the day she said, alright you win.

Her beautiful laugh haunts you in your dreams
You wish she was back but everything is not as it seems

You wish you had never lost her.
Never ignored her while you knew you made her suffer.

She was feeling deprived.
Can you bring her back the nights she cried?

You want to go beg her for a chance.
Dying for her beauty's one glance.

But now its too late to make things right.
No use of thinking she was your only ray of light.

Your nights now feel empty,
mocking you of the things you did balantly.

Those empty eyes are what you deserve,
the damage you caused her is not something you can reverse.

The only message she wants to convey,
is for you to go away.

Now you don't even deserve to grieve
because even you know it was your fault somewhere deep.

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