Dear Chris,
I remember the day I was leaving. You spent the day and night before with me, I didn't want to see you before I left because I knew it would be hard.
You looked into my eyes, I could see the pain in your eyes, I tired not to cry but when you started I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I remember my mum felt bad for making me leave but we have been planning before I even met you.
But I feel like it was all my fault. and I still do.