Every couple had there rough patches, but it isn't a patch anymore it's a constant rain cloud that sits above my head. Jack hasn't spoke to me go three weeks. We had argued, something stupid, something that seemed like the world would end with out it but now it was nothing. Jack was my world. We had fucked up we shouted.
Conor😂👌🏻
Come home we miss you
I had been staying at joes I loved him (as a friend) he was funny as anything and he doesn't mind me here but I know he wants things sorted so it's not so tense.
Me:
You mean you miss me
Conor😂👌🏻
I mean US it sits in the shower for hours
Me
What's new
Conor
Touché. He misses you.
Me
Fine
I buzzed myself in and knocked on there door. Jack answers he looked at me blankly he looked ruff. "Hey"
"Hey " he said in almost a drawl.
"Before I change my mind I'm sorry. I have no idea what was going through my head."
He just looked at me. Maybe I'm Harry Potter and I'm speaking parcel mouth. "I don't want to fight you shout,"
"Well we're do we go from here"
"We're not the same your not the jack I met and I'm sure Iv changed to, but we will get past this we always do" the tears were in my eyes now jack doesn't wan a girl like me, he wants your typical trophy girl friend. "Oh just cry for gods sake" I had no words.
"You don't have to pretend that easy it's was all the time truth is it will never be easy. And I know you feel crazy so do I, never thought I was a deep person. We can't hold on the the old, you, old me, old us. Because things change, shit happens, people move on, and that doesn't have to be bad. Changing isn't a bad thing. your the same person who I love, and your heart it will never change." Wow. I was in shock, where was this coming from, jack maynard a absolute party animal that hasn't takin anything seriously in his life. Did This mean this much. " I love you too"
I let my tears fall "yassss" it was Conor with I'm guessing a bad Mexican accent. #(shipname) "Conor" jack and I said together "Ryan if the moment.
Good to be back