When I woke up, I wanna die already. Cause I'm still confuse. And I think I have done something wrong to Hayden, cause he usually wake me up with his shouting outside from my window. But now he didnt. I sighed and told myself to let him go, he's probably asleep or I have done something wrong..... but nevermind. I went to my bathrooom and looked at myself at the mirror, I looked wasted. So I washed my face, tie my hair up and changed into something comfortable.
Downstairs, I found a black coat llaying on the couch. I went over to pick the coat and remembered that it was Hayden's coat. I smiled, I dont plan about giving it to him back. It was so quite in my house, so I called mom. I hope she wasnt busy
" hello mom?"
" hi sweetie"
" I called you cause, I got nothing to talk here" I went to the kitchen to make pancakes
" how bout Hayden? he's always a dear""
" he's um... sleeping. What are you doing mom?"
" resting, I'm exhuasted yesterday. How bout you?"
" just making some pancakes"
" that's great, how many are you making?"
" three"
" oh, and I was hoping ten"
I giggled " mom!"
" okay,okay just kidding" suddenly someone knocked at the door. I peeked through the window to see who was that, it was Jun
" oh mom, I have to go cause someone's at the door"
" who? is it Hayden?"
" no mom its Jun"
" who's that Jun?"
" oh yeah, I havent told you. Mom meet Jun my boyfriend"
" Jun is your bofriend? And I was expecting you to go with Hayden"
"...... well we.."
" is there something between you and Hayden?"
" no, nothing.." Jun knocked louder" oh mom, I really have to go, love ya bye"
" okay, love you too, bye" we both hung up.
I rushed at the door and opened it " oh sorry if it takes to long cause mom's at the phone"
" its okay" he wrapped his arms around my shoulder. And we both sat on the couch and he stroked my hair. We both ended up kissing each other on the couch. His lips felt good but its not the same as Hayden's. Hayden's lips are more different of course. Speaking of Hayden, I saw him peeking throught my window, its like his watching us. So I pushed Jun back first to talk to him." hey what's wrong?"
" nothing, I'm just gonna get something outside" I looked at the window and founded out that Hayden was no longer there. So I continued outside and searched for Hayden. But sadly, he wasnt there. Maybe its just my imagination, I went back inside.
" what was that?"
" its the... the newspaper boy" I laughed nervously. He went closer to me.
" go to my house later at 3 pm" he whispered at my ear and gave me a qiuck peck then he left. I swear I saw Hayden outside. I checked him once again outside and sighed. It must be really my imagination.
" stupid imagination" I hit my fist at my head and went back inside to eat some pancakes. I kept looking outside the window while eating pancakes and I have no idea why am I doing that. After eating pancakes, I sat on the couch while holding Hayden's coat cause I kinda miss him. I felt guilty when I ran away from him. Its like he's avoiding me now. I beter stop thingking about him now and clean my room, its a bit dirty.
1 pm, time sure go slow if you're not having fun. So I went downstairs slowly and decided to watch a movie. I watched how to train your dragon. I laughed by myself as funny parts came. And frowned after I laugh, I just remembered when Hayden and I used to watch this. The movie goes on, but I felt sleepy, I took a nap for a while just for a while
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She ran away from me yesterday. I think what I did was wrong, cause she love Jun not me. But why the heck am I avoiding her? Oh yeah, I forgot my coat on her house. I'm gonna get it, so I went to her house. I peeked inside if she's around and continued inside. My coat is just laying on her couch I was about to get it when I saw the TV on with the How To Train your Dragon playing. And Sel who is sleeping on the couch. I smiled, she really looks like a doll when she is sleeping. And she really looks cute with that angelic face. She's curling up into a ball, probably cold. I wrapped my coat around her instead of taking it back with me. Its okay, its hers now like I want her to be hers. Before I left, I stroked her hair and kissed her on the cheeck. So she would always know that I'm with her.
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" Hayden?" I exclaimed as I woke up. Now am I searching for him? I just dreamt of him in my house and wrapping the coat around me. And he kissed me on the cheeck before I left. All of the sudden I saw the coat wrapped around me, is that dream real? Real or not it seemed so real. Wierd, so I played the the song Sunshine over and over again, it makes me feel good.I feel something really hard on my butt. I stood up and saw Jun's iphone. Since I'm curios I checked out his inbox. My eyes widened as I saw these text messages
Mariel : hey Jun, romantic kiss you gave me yesterday.
Sandy: I love you Jun, thanks for taking me out last night.
Nica: you're actually asking me for a date tonight? that's so sweet.
Jasmine: of course I love you too Jun muah!
Erica: I miss your sweet kiss baby.
Hale: come over to my house, I got a big surprise for you
Carly: oh we will have fun on my room, I promise you that
And a lot more other girls. My temper got up. I looked at the wall clock, its 2:30 perfect to make a war on his house. Since he's asking me to go to his house on 3:00. I rushed to the bathroom and for the second time, I wore the t-shirt with the big dorky smiley on it and my black trousers. I slipped into my white rubber shoes and fixed myself. After that I stumbled outside and slammed the door.
I walk to his house even if it is far away. In my hand is Jun's fake iphone. When I arrived at his house which is not oh so pretty to me anymore, I kicked his door. Letting him know that he have done something wrong to me. But he wouldnt open the door so I bursted in. And from what I saw, my eyes got hurt. He's making out with someone on the couch.
" Jun?"
" wha- Sel?" he pushed the girl and looked up to me. And the girl looked up to me too.
" Bernice?" so it was Bernice who was he's making out with. But I thought they were done.
" Sel?" she asked with confusion.
" oh this is so wrong" I walked outside.
" wait Sel!" Jun catched up with me and held me thightly on the arm.
I held his iphone infornt of his face " who's Mariel huh? who is Sandy? and Nica? how bout Erica? Hale? and that CARLY?" I threw his phone on the wall and obviously, its broken.
He let go of my arm " you're gonna pay for that"
" no YOU are gonna pay for what you did to me"
" those are my..."
" my what? and I saw you and Bernice making out, I thought you two were done?"
" that's what's wrong with you! you are full of jealousy, I was just testing you"
" how wouldnt I be jealous if you have gone way too far?"
" way too far? you have gone too far too with that Hayden"
" that's because he's more than a friend, he's more than a bestfriend and he's true unlike YOU!" tears flooded my eyes. " I should have listen to him and I was so guilty when I ran away from him..."
He paused for a moment " I'm sorry, we can start over this again right?"
" sorry? start over? you think you're gonna win me back again? you're begging me time and time again to take me back, but you couldnt win me back this time."
" come on I said I was sorry"
" I wouldnt accept that effing sorry of yours cause you cheated on me AGAIN! do you know how much that hurts?"
" but I-" he held my arm again
" you dont got a hold of me anymore now let me go!" I let go of his grip
" why is it always me? HUH?"
" because you cheated on me two TIMES! I wouldnt allow you to make it three. You make me believe that you wouldnt cheat on me again"
" I didnt cheat on you, it didnt happen that way"
" now dont say it didnt happen that way, I wont believe another word that you say"
" I know you still got feelings for me Sel, I'm sure of that!"
" you're really sure of that. Cause for so long, I've have to bite my tounge but what's the point if the feeling's gone?"
" sucker" I was shocked when he said that" suck a dick will ya? I already said I was sorry but you're such an effing jerk that you wouldnt even forgive me. If that's what you want fine. I dont really like you and I never love you to be honest. And I'll never will" he hissed.
He's so evil. Dont even care even if I'm already dying and crying infront of him. And he even managed to say those things to me? Because of that, I decided to slap him in his face. But wouldnt be that so over dramatic so plan made up, I punched him in the jaw BAM! he fell down and looked at me painfully while holding his jaw. I know I broke his jaw but I dont care. Payback for breaking my heart and didnt even care
He looked up to me and he's like he's gonna cry " what you did to me was more painful..... its's over Larkson we're done" I walked away. I walked fast with my heads down cause tears are covering my whole face. After all those days, he never loved me? It was all just a joke? Even those sweet kisses? and happy moments.. oh wait we dont have a happy moment it was all a nightmare. When I got home, the Sushine song by the AAr was still playing. I didnt even bother turning it off. I break down and cry on the couch
I wish Hayden was here with me, he'll probably lat me cry in his shoulders again. I miss him, I really do. I realized that he was the one that I wanted noy that jerk. I need ice cream.. I need something sweet... I need a hug.
" I saw what you did" Hayden went in my house. I quickly ran to him and hugged him. Crying my pain out. While Hayden hugged back " that was really tough of you"
" you think so?" I'm holding back my tears
" yup, that's the Sel I want to see, how was being with Jun?"
" being with hiim was hell! I'm realize that I'll never ask for anyone but you" he smiled and gave me a quick peck. I gave a broken smile. With the Sunshine song playing, we both ended up hugging while swaying in other words we're dancing together but slowly.
I'm glad that it was all over. I'm with Hayden now. But I hope he gives my heart a time to heal and recover. From all the sccratches and bruises. I bet Hayden will help my heart to recover. Like he usually does, and that's what I like about him.
" want to go to the park?"
" sure" I wiped away my tears and smiled
" last one at the park is a slow noob"
" oh no you dont" we both rushed to the park, yep were couples now. But everything's still the same.