november 21, 1998.
why can't she just kill me yet?
put me to death helplessly
just like one of her hundred victims
every midnight.
"just go away! i barely even know you so why are you constantly breaking into my house?"
i screamed at her
but i can still see,
she was smiling
at me.
"sorry. but your request can't be granted."
and i knew i was defeated,
when i ended up in my bed
with her still singing
lullabies in my ear.
"go to sleep."