"Hey?"
I saw Jaehyun sat in front of my table,at our usual spot. You two have been friends ever since. You really like him, a lot,and you really wanted to tell him your feelings.
"Hi,"I smiled brightly.
He smiled back,exposing his cute little dimples.
"Jae,"
"Y/n,"he asked cutely.
I giggled.
"Um..i don't know how to start.."i gulp,but still smiling.
I've been waiting for this day,for so long.
He smiled,listening carefully.
"We've been friends,I mean best friends ever since,"I said, taking a deep breath.
He nods.
Okay, say it. Y/n.
"So, I've been wondering about.."I looked down.
"Us, Jae."my eyes,f lickered.
I saw his smile faded.
"I mean you're the boy I've ever love. That's why, I'm not saying anything to you,because.." I explained, I lowered my voice .
He remained silent.
My smile faded.
And he looked down,Lips apart.A bit shocked.
''Oh,I thought you'd feel the same way,I-"
"Y/n,you are my best friend.My only best friend,and i -"I cut him.
I know where this is going.
"Can't we be together?Is it hard to be true?"I asked my voice broke.
I saw he tried to say something.
"Huh? Is that all it?"I stared at his guilty face.
"Its just.."he tried to begin.
A tear escaped in my eye,I rolled my eye.
"Ahh," I said and wiped my tears away, smiling like a completely idiot.
"Y/n,"
"You wanted to stay just as friends?"i asked.
He just stared at me, his face is full of sadness.
This is painful than i thought.
But i know we can still be friends..
"It's okay."
"It's okay, if you only wanted to be friends.." my voice slightly broke.
I know he is not convince.
"You sure?"he asks.
I nod and beam.
"y/-"
"its okay.."
"By the way,how was your poem,anything there?"I asked kindly.
He always writes poem,and always wanted me to read it.
He looked at me and gave a little smile.
"Ne.I wrote it last night."he search for it in his notebook.
As i stared at his perfect features,why can't you like me back?
and started to read his poem.
I just stared at him as he reads it,with feelings.
Everything went back again.
I looked down,I can't,I can't be like this.
i looked at the ground..
I didnt know that he noticed it.
"y/n,you okay?"He asks.
i laughed lightly
"I certainly wanted to say yes,but i would be lying to myself if i didnt tell that it didn't, hurt."i said.and stood up
"You don't need to say anything."I lifted my hand surrendering.Choking with tears And walj away.
"Y/n ,wait,come on,hear me out."he called I ignored him and continue to went outside the blazing sun,going to the bus stop.
Ive done everything,cant i be the one??
"Y/n?"he called again.
And grabbed my arm.
i shoved his hands,and faced him,controling my tears as I started to say a thing.
"No,I just can't-I tried to stop,but every time i see you," I looked around we are in front of Restau.
"In our usual spot,in there,"pointing at the restau.
I saw his stare,and I know he isnt good hiding his emotion,his guilt,sadness.
"And when youre around everything come back again"i shrug as i cry
"Y/n,I know-"i cut him off.
"No,maybe i just wanted to be loved,just forget-"he cuts ne off and grabbed my shoulders looking down.
"Y/n,I love you,and it hurts seeing you like this,you deserve someone better."
"I deserve you,"i whispered,my voice is trembling.
I shoved, his hands,and looked at him.
"Its just hard,but I just need to be alone,"and walk away.