A couple of months later
Find me Chapter 3- The past
" Sarah you're a failure, you're nothing but a failure. Nobody will ever be friends with you especially because of your "Ghost friend Blake" Spoke a voice. "Kylie!" My teacher screamed " That's not very nice, say sorry to Sarah." " Kylie was embarrassed but the boys on the other hand all started laughing except Rodrick. He was the most popular in the class but yet the most nicest. Kylie...say sorry " Rodrick shoved Kylie to get her attention so she could hear what he was saying. " Sorr-ie " yelled Kylie to my face " Just stop ! STOP...I don't care anymore " I replied back to Kylie. A couple minutes later the bell rang and everyone ran out the door except Rodrick. He stayed behind and waited for me like always, we walk home together since he was my neighbor. " Umm.. Sarah I was wondering, would you want to hang out together sometime? " I was stunned when Rodrick asked me that question but at the same time I said " No thanks..." Rodrick was disappointed " I mean like...we could go check out the forest? " I sighed but didn't want to reply although I did " O-Oh...Umm sure I'd like that " me and Rodrick weren't the best of friends...but I've needed a friend since Blake was gone. As I was walking home Roderick joined me instead of taking his usual paths with his friends. " So..you're coming over today? " I silently said " Oh sure if that works for you." Rodricks face lit up " That's great...wanna..umm what should we do ? " I was actually kinda happy, I really needed a good friend at this time " Wanna take a walk ? " Roderick suggested " in the forest " I said gesturing him toward the field. As we walked into the forest memories flashed in my mind as we jumped the barbed wire fence "Maybe...we should go back " I announced to Roderick " Come on Live a little " those words sounded calming " Fine, Fine ! " I shouted crossing my arms as I ran along side Roderick, then I stopped to tie my shoe at a tree, the tree was familiar when I looked up...Roderick was gone, and there standing in front of me stood Blake, his shaggy brown hair blowing in the wind, I think I blushed a bit, but I'm not sure.
I stood up and brushed off the dirt on my jeans
"B-Blake...your back ?! Again ! " I attempted to greet him in a hug but then everything went black and I woke up in the hospital my mother and father just outside the door with Roderick
"M-mom ? " I sat up and brushed my hair out of my eyes about to get up. " No ! Don't sit back down " my mother insisted walking into the room " awh my baby girl is alright " she called hugging me "mom I'm not your little girl anymore" then my father walked into the room with a strict face " Why didn't you tell us you were going into the forest, you know your not aloud to go there after the " incident " he shouted " Calm down honey " my mother calmly spoke to my father putting her hand on his shoulder. My eyes started leaking tears, as they stream down my face I missed him but new he was gone.. " Sarah...I'm sorry..I just lost my temper " my father said kissing me on the forehead, then my mother joined me and my father for a hug, as tears all started leaking down our faces. Rodrick just stood there then a couple minutes later he left, with not a single word, but he left a note.
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After Visiting hours were over my parents left, and I started reading the note. " Sarah, you saw Blake...he is not gone and never think that he is, never stop giving up" the note said. My eyes read across the paper, then I must have dozed off into a sleep because I saw Blake again... he was standing at the end of my hospital bed looking into my soul but we didn't speak. He just stood there, and I looked at him in awe " Blake ? Please tell me you're really Blake " then he turned over and walked out the door, as I chased after him in my hospital clothing. The hospital was deserted no one was roaming in the hall. As I chased Blake he led me out the door and to a house then he stood at the house's doorstep and knocked " No Blake ! " I yelled but it was too late. " Ugh what do you want? " a girl with purple hair answered the door. " Oh um..I was chasing my friend Blake...and I wanted to know if you could help me find him?- " she gasped and yelled for her elderly mother " MY BLAKE ? " the mother shouted in my face
" Uhmm..Your Blake ? You're talking about Blake AweMan ? " the elderly mother nodded and sighed " Where is he ! " she looked left and right down the road " He's dead " the elderly mother and her purple haired daughter started crying " A-are you okay ? " the mother took my hand and leaded me inside and told me all about Blake's back story. She must of had a change of heart when she heard he was dead... I felt bad for the woman and her daughter.. then asked " Where's the father ?- " I was interrupted by the sound of knocking on her door and quickly ran and opened it.
It was an elderly man " May I see Adalynn " he spoke under his breath " Uhm,..sorry who- " then the elderly woman rushed to the door and wrapped his arms around the man " Jordan..is..that you ? " the Women shuddered
" Yes...A-adalynn..." the Man whispered to her ear while hugging her, then, the purpled haired girl ran up and hugged the man " I-I better get going- " I started to walk out the door "oh..yes ! This is..Bl-Blake's father.." she grabbed me by the hand and lead me into the living room and there she explained everything.
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As soon as I got home I passed out onto my bed.
In the morning
I woke up to loud knocking on my front door and quickly threw my hair into a messy bun. Then I ran downstairs and opened up the door.
It was Adalynn, Jordan and their daughter.
"Good Morning Jordan, Adalynn
and " Heidi " the purple haired daughter interrupted. When I started to welcome them inside. My parents then woke up and came walking down the stairs
"Good Morning..." my father's voice trailed off into a yawn " Oh yes, what are your names? " My mother stood up tall in front of the door before I could let them in " Adalynn, Jordan, and Heidi they are Blake's family. " I said in a low voice " Sarah ! For the last time stop making up this "Blake" person " Adalynn Jordan and Heidi's heart sunk. " Actually...She isn't making it up " my mother laughed but my father had an embarrassed face " Sarah go play along with your 'Adult ' friends " she chuckled " Please Mam Let me explain " Jordan said letting his family in. And there we sat on the couch listening to Jordan's story which I already heard about. " Oh dear...I'm so sorry..but I don't believe in ghosts " my mother exclaimed in a low voice " I'm terribly sorry, You must be going now, Sarah go..help the Blake family " my father scooted us out the door. " Okay Okay! I'll be home for dinner with Roderick " I waved and my mother shut the door in my face.///// The AweMan's and I went outside while my parents had a discussion about Blake. " we should take Sarah to the doctors" my mother exclaimed. "Yes we should,but do you think that's the right thing to do?" replied my father." Of course I think it's the right thing to do, she keeps seeing things. I can't bare to tell her we can't see Roderick or the AweMan family." my mother held my father's hand and they agreed to take me to the hospital.
Chapter four-telling lies
At the hospital.....
They ran tests... they gave me shots... and they found something in my brain
" I am sorry to inform you..but we have found a brain tumor " the doctor was silent after that. " A Brain tumor?" my mother's face was confused, as I sat shaking just to the sound of the word, even if I didn't know what it meant, but the doctor caught on soon enough." A brain tumor is a collection, or mass, of unusually big cells in your brain. Your skull, which protects your brain, is very stiff. Any growth inside such a restricted space can cause problems. Brain tumors can be cancerous or non-cancerous. In this case it could be cancerous." Tears filled our eyes and ran down our cheeks. " You...my mean...Surgery? She could have Cancer? " my mother squeezed my hand " We Will need to run some more tests. After the tests we will tell you if she has cancer or not. " The doctor shoved my parents out the door of my hospital room. They got me on a stretcher, then they wheeled me to a test room.
After running some tests...
The doctor sat down on a stool and raised his head " Should we bring your parents in?" I froze, knowing that I did have cancer " Yes I need to see my parents" I said through my sobbing voice as they walked in " does she have it does she have it?" My mother screamed as she sat on the long hospital bed. " I'm very sorry but yes your daughter does have brain cancer." The doctor sighed
" Dr. Samuel Please cure my daughter! " My father cried. A nurse came walking in " We will try our best, but there is also a possibility she could go into a coma after the surgery before she awakes." I inhaled and exhaled heavily "Could–––Could I die?" Everyone else in the room gasped and looked at me surprisdly. " It depends, although your tumor has developed in a very hard place to perform surgery on. " I looked down. " Your-Cancerous Tumor has developed in the Temporal Lobe, which is a very hard place to get to. It's at the bottom in your brain" My eyes widen " Here's a book it holds all the information about your brain, preferably page fifty to sixty. " My sweaty palms grab the book. I open it shakily and my eyes flickered across the paper.
As I read I held my breath, my heart sunk after every sentence, until I came across important information.
My eyes flinched and my head ached as I started to cry "When we start surgery we put numbing cream on your head where we are going to cut, we do not put you to sleep. The reason being is that we need to know if you lose your eyesight, your hearing, your speech or anything else. During the surgery while we remove the Tumor. Your heart rate could drop, or go to high, or you could have a panic attack.
After the surgery you may pass out and go into a coma, but that is certainly very less-likely to happen" I dropped the book and it slammed against the ground, I then used all my might to get up but then a doctor came in my room with a rush he helped me onto the stretcher " Hurry up! Get going!" He called pushing me through the halls to get to the elevator to get into the surgery room.
About nine more surgeons, nurses, and doctors flung open the doors and started screaming at each other " What's happening?" I said Meekly. They stared at me and they leaned my head back on the surgery bed and started to put cream on me, I assumed it was numbing cream "Stop!"I shouted. "What do you think you're doing? I'm not ready yet. Talk to me! What are you doing? My surgery is not until tomorrow." They were getting their gloves, and gowns on for safety. The niro surgeon said that the tumour has ruptured in your brain. We need to get it out right away or you might pass away. That's when I blacked out and saw Blake again.
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