Shawn is coming home today after 12 months on tour.
I missed him like crazy.
I couldn't help but feel crazy with out him.
Butterflies in my stomach was an understatement It felt like a zoo.Thats when his flight was called and the sparks ignited immediately when I saw his faces but quickly faded when he didn't look that same.
(Shawn's point of view )
I felt so guilty. I got so depressed for not seeing her for so long that I cheated on her with a million other girls.
I couldn't help but die a little when I saw her face light up. I knew she noticed my face wasn't in the right mind set. I knew I had to tell her. But I didn't feel like I could do it.
I love her, she's my everything. And seeing her now is killing me my heart is breaking right in side me from this girl standing in front of me.
"What's wrong" she said as she hugged me tightly sending shocks through my skin and into my heart making me want to scream at myself for what I've done. I knew I would've beaten myself up for months after I told her what I've done.
" y/n I've got to tell you something"
(Y/n's point of view)
" y/n I've got to tell you something"
I knew there was something wrong and it killed me to know. I expected the worst as everyone does when they hear news. A few tears built up waiting to hear what he had to say.
"Y/n, I love you with all my heart and I really wanted to tell you sooner but it hurt me to know that this will tear us apart and I couldn't live with hurting you but I-i c-cheated O-on you"
'I cheated on you' rang in my ears.
he stood there looking at the ground
I didn't know how to feel. My blood was boiling but at the same I wanted to break down and cry right there but I wanted to break his heart as much as he did mine so I did both.
" you dick!" I screamed
" I loved you with all my heart i trusted you!" I cried
" Do you know how hard it was for me all those lonely nights I had to sit there and think shit I wish Shawn was here? I wonder how he is feeling? I was always worrying about you Shawn, Never did I ever think hey maybe someone other boy could make this better, no !!!"I yelled crying and barely being able to breath
He stood there shook.
" I don't want to see your face ever again" i spit and turn around to leave
" y/n, wait!" Shawn yells as he grabs my wrist.
" No, Let go of me, didn't you hear me I don't want to know you, let alone see you anymore,
we're done,
over,
got it!"
I whispered viciously. I pulled my hand from Shawn's grasp and pulled away. Making eye contact one last time as tears rolled down both mine and his face as I turned around and ran away.
(Shawn's point of view)
I had just lost the girl of my dreams. Due to my stupid addiction and needs for se. Argh I hate myself. My cries turned into screams as she released my grip and I lost contact of her warm skin one last time. I felt something I never thought I would feel.
Emptiness.
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xoxo
-piper