Tainted

sometimes

I will not be your sometimes

I will not be your 2 am call

I will not be the one to temporarily fill your loneliness

I am a universe inside of a fragile human body

I am the stars

I am a complexity all within myself

I am hard to understand and I am hard to love sometimes

but that is the beauty of it all

within these struggles, comes light

and from light, comes beauty

and I am that light

so no

I will never be anyone's sometimes