-The Next Morning-
I wake up with a pounding headache. I am also in a super comfy bed. I look over to my right and see Taylor asleep in his boxers.
I then look to my left and see Colby the same way. I sigh then look at myself. I am in someones sweats, t-shirt and hoodie. Great. I quickly but quietly slip out of the bed and put on my black dress. I tip-toe out of the house. I get into my car and head home.
I then realize what I did last night.
I slept with my brothers best friends. I fucked Colby and Taylor...Oh my gosh Hunter is going to fucking kill me. He will hate me.
My parents would be so ashamed of me right now. They would be screaming at me for this. I begin to cry. I go take a shower and wash this feeling of nastiness off of my body because I can't take it.
I have 2 men's cum in my body. Thank God for birth control but still this is bad. I am such a whore. When I clean up I grab food and sit in front of my T.V.
I begin to cry hard. I cry so hard I clutch my stomach and try to hold it in because it hurts so much.
I decide to just let it out, I cry harder than ever before. I am so fucking disgusting and I can't believe this. I can't believe I made such shitty choices.
I scream so loud that my stomach is just killing me because it hurts so much from crying so hard.
I am such a fuck up. Hunter will hate me, my parents would be ashamed, and God is probably not happy with me either.
Soon there is a knock on the door. I look out the peep-hole. Its all of the guys except Hunter.
"Go away. I just want to be left alone." I say. I probably sound like I have been crying.
Taylor walks in anyways. The guys following him in. I turn my back to them to hide my red puffy face.
"Jinx can we talk please?" Colby asks.
"Sure. Just go to my room. I'll meet you up there." I say running to my bedroom. I begin crying again because my heart is even hurting right now. Taylor and Colby walk in my room and lock the door.
I hide my face because I just don't want them seeing me.
"Jinx uncover your face please love." Taylor says.
"No, I can't." I say.
"Yes you can. Do it. We want to see that gorgeous face of yours." Colby says. I slowly uncover my face.
They gasp.
"What's wrong Jinxie poo?" Taylor asks hugging me.
"I can't ever do that again you guys. What happened last night can never happen again. I was a virgin and I was saving it for my husband." I say.
"It won't happen again." Colby says.
"Good." I say hugging them both and pushing them out of my room. I lay on my bed and still cry because I hate feeling so dirty.
"Please Jinx stop crying. I hate seeing you cry." I hear Colby say.
"I am so nasty, I am such a whore." I say looking at him as more tears spill. He walks over wrapping me in a hug. He squeezes me, and sways me slowly until I stop crying.
"It's going to be just fine. We are gonna be okay. You are gonna be fine love." He smiles kissing my forehead.
"You guys have probably slept with numerous women....I on the other hand have not slept with anyone except you 2 and I feel fucking gross for it." I cry into his chest.
"Hey, that feeling will go away when you do it a few more times love." He says.
"Yeah, but I don't think I will ever not be grossed out by it. It's so gross...I just I don't know anything." I say looking at him.
"You'll learn love." He smiles.
"Will you teach me?" I ask.