August 21, 2011
Nichole's POV
I got out of bed. It was 8. Gabby and Sophie are probably sleeping. I'll wake them up in 30 minutes. I went downstairs I made pancakes and bacon. I love them. It was now 8:30 so I ran to Justin's room.
"Justin wake up. Breakfast. We have to go to Church today."
"I'm up! I'm up." I went to Gabby and Sophie. "Good morning. Breakfast is ready." They got out of bed.
"C'mon Nikki. We have to wake up at 6:45 everyday now." Gabby said.
"Well if you went to bed early you'd be fully rested."
"K." We went downstairs and ate. I went to my room. I put a shirt, skirt, and some flats on today. Nope, not makeup. It feels good. I brushed my hair. Church is at ten and it's now 9. Gabby and Sophie got ready.
It was 9:30 so we left. We got in the car.
"Soph, Gabs! My first day is on a Monday!"
"That stinks" They said.
"I know." I went on my phone.
Cody: We need to hang out today!
Me: Writing a new song today! Have a great idea. (: Church is over at 11. Come over at 2 !
Cody: Ok! See you later
Me: You too <3
"Mom! Cody is coming over at two."
"Ohh! She's in love." Gabby said.
"You have Harry so shut up!"
"Rawrr." We laughed. I love messing with them. We got out and walked in. I kneeled down and began to pray.
Dear God,
I want to thank you for letting my depression go away. I'm so happy now. I could have never asked for a better life. I have great family and friends. Most importantly you. I pray for everyone that's depressed. People in the war. My family. My friends. Everyone in the whole entire world. I also pray that people who haven't found you yet.. To find you.
Amen
I made the sign of the cross. Mass started. I looked up to the sky. "Thank you God." I could feel him smiling back at me.
....
"What time are we leaving?" Soph asked.
"I don't know. 2:30, I think."
"Cool." Gabby said. We drove home. I went on my phone, went to contacts and pressed Diane.
"Hey Diane. It's Nichole."
"What do you need?"
"I think Justin and mom are getting tired of me always asking for rides so I was wondering if maybe you could get me a driver." Gabby and Sophie smiled.
"Sure! I'll put that on my things to do list."
"Thanks. Bye."
"Goodbye."
Gabby, Sophie, and I ran to my room. They turned the tv on and I pulled out my song book.
[Verse 1]
Depression
Just go away
I don't want to deal with you today
Or any day
I just want to be the old me
Happy self
Who would smile all the time
Not frown
Let's get you to smile
Let's get you to laugh
Let's get you to run and play
And have a great day
[Chorus]
Depression, Depression
Go away
Don't come back
Anyday
I can't take you anymore
No no no
Just go away
Leave me alone
I want to play
Now make me happy
If you don't
Then I'll be mad at you
[Verse 2]
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N
Depression, Depression
Go away
Don't come back anyday
Not today
Not tomorrow
No day
Back off of me
You're not here
To stay
Like I said, go away!
[Verse 3]
Little girl
I know things are tough now
But things will be better soon
I promise hun
Do you think I'd like
That's nonsense
Look me in the eye
You will be cured
From depression
Soon
Be patient love
You'll be alright
Because you have God on your side
[Chorus]
Depression, Depression
Go away
Don't come back
Anyday
I can't take you anymore
No no no
Just go away
Leave me alone
I want to play
Now make me happy
If you don't
Then I'll be mad at you
[Verse 4]
So, what are you
Going to do today?
What's that?
Did you say pray?
That's the correct answer
Just pray to God
Things will be alright
He'll listen
He'll answer
You have to trust him
No matter what
Stay Strong
Stay Strong for me?
Please?
[Verse 5]
Put that down
Right now
Don't you dare cut
It's ok to cry
It's not ok to cut
It's not worth it
If you cut things won't
Magically be better
Listen to me.. Please
For things to be better you have to
Pray... Pray..
Cutting just makes the pain worth
Tell someone
You need help
Someone out there Cares
I do, we all do
[Verse 6]
You're not alone
A lot of people in the world
Have problems
Like you
Don't worry
Things get better
Stay Strong, stay strong
I love you
Yes you!
You are beautiful
Don't think different
You are amazing
You've stayed strong
For long
Can you do me a favor?
And stay strong
For a little bit longer?
[Chorus]
Depression, Depression
Go away
Don't come back
Anyday
I can't take you anymore
No no no
Just go away
Leave me alone
I want to play
Now make me happy
If you don't
Then I'll be mad at you
....
Depression depression
Go away
Don't come back anyday
..
It was now 1:30. "I finished a new song! Yippe!" We hung out. It was 2. We ran downstairs.
"Mom..Justin! I wrote a new song and it only took me one hour and thirty minutes to do it!"
"Cool." They said.
I saw Cody outside so I opened the door.
"Hey Codes."
"Hey Nikki." Sophie and Gabby had to leave. I told them bye. Cody and I watched movies and hung out.
...
I had a great day! I had to wake up early so lights out for me!
August 22,2011
"Get up sleepy head. School." I looked at my clock. I read 7 am.
"I'm up! I am fully rested."
"Good then." I put a tank-top on and nike shorts. I went downstairs and ate fruit loops. Justin does this online school thing. I don't know.
A young lady came in. "Hi I'm Miss April."
"Hello.. I'm Nichole." Mom hugged me. "Good luck! High school!"
"Hahaha! Thanks." I went to a room in our house. They had desks in there. I sat down. 8 hours of learning. Ugh!
.........
It was now 10 am. "PE time."
"We do PE?"
"Yep! How else are you suppose to get exercise."
"Well I have cheer practice Wednesday. We haven't had it all Summer. We have competitions and stuff. What are we gonna do for PE?"
"Walk Gracie."
"Ok." I went to the kitchen and got the leash. We got Gracie.
"Wait, you're coming with me?"
"Yeah!" We went outside. It was a pretty day outside.
"Nichole. I don't want you to think of me as a mean teacher. More like a friend."
"But you're not mean."
"Exactly." She smiled. By the time we got home it was 10:40. "When is lunch and recess?"
"One hour. At 11:45." We did some more work.
"Lunch and recess time."
"Thank the lord!" I got out of my seat and made myself a turkey sandwich. I got some water and went to my room.
nicholebieber- Lunch and recess time being spent on twitter. 45 minutes of freedom (: Lol #homeschool #Swag #FirstDayOfSchool
Diane called me.
"Hello."
"Hey Nichole. I'm so excited about your new song. "
"I can't wait for you to hear it."
"Friday? Music video for No H8 and record your new song?"
"Works for me."
"Great see you then."
"Ok bye."
"Buhbye." She hung up. I ate and played on my laptop. It was now 11:30. I got up, threw my trash away and went back to the classroom.
I actually like homeschool!