It's been four years since I've been in America and I made a carreer. Everyone wants me to play in their movie or serie. You can say I'm famous now...
But still I'm not happy.
I miss him... my boy...
Cameron.
So i've written a song about him (video on top). And today is the day I finally am gonna release it.
''You ready?''
I nod with a small smile and push the button.
''And it's on!'' Everyone cheers and I stare blankly at the page. My song about Cameron... Let's hope he notices how much I love him and want him back.
''You ready for your upcomming live show (Y/N)?'' My producer Dave smiles at me.
''Y-Yeah! I can't wait'' I smile kinda fake at him.
And so weeks pass and no word from Cam, not that I expected that. I mean, he must have been moving on. My first live show will start in an hour and I'm looking at my setlist.
First I'll start with 'Sorry' and continue with 'Thinking 'bout you' and 'Fractures for a change'. And last I'll finish of with 'Monsters'. I hope I'll get the rap part good this time.
I've messed up the rap a few times so let's hope a miracle happends.
And so the time came I had to go up on stage. i took a deep breath and walked on with a big smile. When I looked at the crowd screaming and cheering for me tears fell down from my eyes. I wiped them quickly away and took the microphone.
''Hey guys! Thank you all for coming!!! Oh my gosh.. You're with so many...''
Everyone started to cheer even more. I smiled and bowed. ''Okay guys first up is 'Sorry'. And ya know... I wrote this song for the love of my life.'' I looked to my toes and giggled. ''Cameron Boyce... I love you'' And I looked into the crowd.
First, everyone got silent but then started screaming and yelling. ''OMGODDDD SO CUTE!!!!!''
''You match so well!!!''
I laughed. ''Thanks guys. well, here goes nothing'' And i started singing.
-be continued-
(A/N) tell me what you'd like to happen next. And heads up! Sorry I've been so inactive... I've had huge depressions and i even wanted to kill myself... sorry guys, I hope you can forgive me