Stan Your Man ♡ Sill

notebook entry twenty one:

i, stanley uris, am so in love with you bill. and i think you're in love with me too. or was that you just stuttering again, ya big stutterer.
"i-i-iiii"
my mind froze, were you going to say those three magical words that i would say in a heart beat.
"well just say it would you!"
"l-lo- sorry stan."
my heart sank. not only from the hope inside of me shattering from you giving up on that sentence. but because you looked so sad that you couldn't say it.
i shouldn't of interrupted you. i'm sorry bill. i'll hold my ear and keep quiet next time.
good thing i can't handle seeing you frown though because i made jokes out of real life problems which seemed to make you smile. as long as you're smiling then i feel okay.
please don't ever be sad bill. derry needs your smile to brighten it up. it all seems so gloomy when you aren't yourself.
-sincerely, stan your man ♡