«We never stood a chance out there, shooting love in real-time.»
-A daydream away. All Time Low.
"I... I was..." Break him. Let him go. "I was just playing with you"
It hurt me. The look in his eyes.
"No."
It destroyed me. The pain written in his gorgeous facial features. But I stood there, and my face revealed nothing.
"No. You... I know you. You'd never do that."
I felt glad for a second. He knew me. But I shouldn't have let us come this far. I was me, and he was a rising star with a brilliant future. There was no 'us' in the script.
"You don't know me at all. That's the thing, Shoma. No one really does. "
A tear slipped down his cheek.
Please, give me strength to do this.
"Why? Why would you..." he whispered, looking down.
"I could never be with someone like you." Because you're an angel. "That's all"
Every word I said, shattered my heart.
"Oh."
And when he disappeared down the hallway, I swore he left with my heart. And I was alone again. I was lonely inside white walls. It was the way it was meant to be.
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a/n: later that usual, but here it is.
-H.