Mackenzie's POV//
"that was, different"
"what's that supposed to mean?" I snaps as I finishes throwing on my clothes and snuggle up to Ryder once again in bed.
"you've gotten better" Ryder smirks pulling my frame closer to him
"same goes to you, i guess macy upgraded you" I reply rolling my eyes jokingly
"Ryan probably did the same to you"
"RYDER!" I hear Ryan's familiar voice shout from their living room
"what's up Ry?" Ryder calls back standing up and throwing a shirt on then walking out the door.
I stand by the cracked door and listen in to the conversation
"have you seen Mackenzie? she wasn't at her house and she won't answer my texts" Ryan stutters running his hands through his hair
"i thought you were with Riley?!" Ryder sharks crossing his arms across his chest.
"she was helping me plan something" Ryan groans, "I would never cheat on Mackenzie, I love her and would hate to loose her"
Ryder's face goes pale and my heart drops.
"W-what were you planning?" Ryder stutters trying to hold his posture.
"I was going to ask her to move in with me, it's been about two months and her and I's relationship is escalating. Me and Riley were looking for nearby apartments so her and i could have our own place" Ryan explains, "But anyway, have you seen her"
My heart flutters knowing Ryan wants to be at that stage with me. But i feel a wave of guilt when i realize what i've done.
i hooked up with Ryder in anger and jealousy. I cheated on Ryan...
"I actually haven't, sorry bro" Ryder lies before rushing back into the room
I start pacing the room, freaking out
"calm down" Ryder whispers
"CALM DOWN? I JUST CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND BECAUSE OF YOUR LOUSY ACCUSATIONS!" I whisper scream pushing Ryder
"I'm sorry! i guess i thought wrong. I was just hurt because you only ever saw me as a fuck buddy not a boyfriend like you do ryan" Ryder sighs in shame
"WELL RYAN DOENST FUCK MY SISTER!" I whisper shout back before grabbing my things and running out of their house without getting spotted.
When i get outside i run home in tears
What the hell have i done?