Natasha p.ov
I still cant picture Sharon and Steve together. we are having a party tonight cause Tony wants me to forget about what happen yesterday but he says is to celebrate that I passed the test and that I'm back at the Tower. I haven't seen Steve seen yesterday right now is 6:00 A.M. and he is always down by the time I come down but its best this way. that way the pain that I have isn't as much when I see him. I've been having more realistic nightmares since I revisit my past and I don't think my heart can hold anymore pain but I have to fake been okay, I cried myself to sleep last night and I haven't done that since the red room which only made me more sad. I cant believe that out of all people Steve would hurt me the most. I went down and drank a cup of orange juice and I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat and decided to go straight to the training room. as I was beginning to get up I saw Sharon and Steve still in pajamas coming down to the kitchen. Steve had his arms wrapped around Sharon and they were laughing. I think they slept together or were even living sleeping in the same room. I quickly grabbed my cup but was cut off by Sharon
"Good morning Nat" she said
"Good morning" I said with no emotion
"aren't you eating anything" she asked
"I'm not hungry" I said placing my cup in the sink and washing it as I dried my hands Sharon took two cups and accidently drooped them on my foot slightly scratching it. It bleed a lit but it wasn't the biggest deal ever.
"Shit" I said
"oh sorry" she said.
"you need help' she asked
"no I'm good" I said rudely picking the water bottle that I had placed in the counter right in front of steve and walking away. I finally made it to the training room. I punched the bags for like 10 minutes picturing Sharon's face I stooped once I thought she was dead in my imagination and headed to the obstacle course. I put level 10 and did an hour of that and decided to hack computers to get into that hobbit of that again. I hacked into a system in 2.15 minutes. I'm very rusty I need to practice on hacking computers. I heard people entering the room and heard the two love birds coming in. They were going to fight against each other but of course Steve was going to let her win. I was still practicing on my hacking skills and improved my a minute good enough! I'm going to lift weights now
"come on Steve fight me!" Sharon said laughing Steve chuckled and pretended to throw a punch at Sharon. I laughed bitterly walking pass them it was so stupid!
"You have a problem Natasha" Sharon said annoyed but I didn't say anything and kept walking
"I'm talking to YOU Widow!" Sharon said angrily and I turned around looked at her from head to toe and chuckled under my breath turning around. Really?
"What's so funny Natalia" Sharon said. the name remind me of Ivan and all the pain and I turned around anger in my eyes so much that Steve stepped in front of her in a protective manner. I walked over her and steve pulled her behind him.
"My name is not... Na- Natalia its Natasha and I recommend you not doing that mistake again" I said looking straight into Steve's blue eyes since he was protecting her my eyes were full of hatred yet at the same time it was full of pain and my eyes began to get watery but I fought the tears back and managed saying to Steve not taking my eyes off him
"Or else you will regret it" I walked towards the door but it was locked.
"Jarvis open the door" I said angrily but my voice was growing weaker.
"I'm afraid I cannot do that Ms.Romanoff" Jarvis said.
"Why not?" I said angrily.
"That information is classified" Jarvis said.
"You either open this damn door right now or you will not like what I would do to your system" I said to Jarvis.
"Your heart beat level is too high you have to relax first before I let you out. this might affect your health and I am build to help the avengers. You might loss consciousness if your data report at this current moment continues like this" Jarvis said. he is so stupid its just that I want to break into tears right now and I cant I'm not going to loss consciousness dumb computer. I walked angrily to a room Steve did not took his eyes off me and I quickly hacked into starks program not that hard for Starks security but I remembered Stark purposely made the system easy to hack jus in case Jarvis would lock us in and not let us out. The door open and I quickly clean the tear that had slip from my cheek and exited the room. TWO thing kept repeating in my head. Ivan voice saying my name and Steve protecting Sharon.
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