Demi's POV.
After leaving the voicemail, i couldnt stop crying i needed her to tell me she loves me and to have her arms wrap around my waist , and love me , but she's not .
I quickly took out my phone and clicked on marisa's number
-" Hello? demi? are you ok???!!"
-"Marissa i need you , please come over ."
-"Ok demi hold on .. calm down , ill be there as soon as i can."
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Marrisa finnaly arrives
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Demi's POV still
-" So what happened demi?, i've never seen you like this not even when it was the worst of times."
-"I was at the rehab place and i met this girl her name was bella and well , i never told you this because i was afraid you may judge me but , i am bisexual and well this girl was named bella , and i loved her and well the day we were leaving the rehab place she broke up with me and she dosnt want me ."
My voice cracked and i still was crying , i didnt know what to do , it felt like a piece of me was killed and felt like someone ripped the one thing that ment everything to me away.
-" Aww , demi im sorry , and you shouldnt have to keep being bisexual a secret , if people judge you , they can go jump off a cliff, and there a lot and i mean a lot of people that will not judge you, and i love you no matter what , through thick and thin."
I felt a little better , then i felt a vibration and i looked over to see my phone ringing, i picked it up and saw that it was bella, i answered it.
-" Demi?"
-"ya?"
my voice cracked.
-" Hey , im sorry , and i really love you , it's just i need time to get stuff finished. I love you and i want to see you , but i think we should see other people for right now."
-" So you pretty much just called me to break up with me again, well bella i love you but you keep breaking my heart , you were the other pieces to this broken heart and now it s shatterd, i dont know what to even say anymore , bye bella hope your happy ."
I hung up the phone and threw it agains the wall , marrisa hugged me and let me just go numb in her arms.
I could hear my demons coming back and as soon as marissa leaves i dont even know anymore.
-"Hey imm gonna stay the night ok?
-"Um.. its ok im ok i just kinda want to be alone right now, thanks for coming over and com--"
-" No , imm gonna stay herw with you and make sure your ok."
-"Ok."
I looked over at the clock and its already 11:46 I decided to go take a bath .
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I got out of the bath and layed on the bed next to marrisa and tryed to go to sleep but couldnt but i looked over at the clock again and it was already 3:00 , i looked over to marrisa and she was died asleep , i creeped out of the bed and walked to the bathroom and looked at my shaving razer , i droped it on the ground and stomped on it , i picked threw at the broking pieces finding the blade , i picked it up and presed it to my skin, I draged it acrossed leting the pain sink in , and leting the blood flow. i cut my thighs and my legs and my stomach , cutting by to my arms.
I finished and cleaned up the mess i walked out of the bath room just to be meeted by marrisa ,looking at me in a disappointed expresion.
-"Demi? "
-"Y-ya?"
-" (sigh) show me your arms ."
-" Marrisa please .. "
-" Demi! show me ur arms."
I went to run out the door but marrisa tackled me and got on top of me i yelleped , as she sat on my cuts and it started to bleed
-" Omg !!! demi!!1 what have you done , ur bleeding on ur stomach ... i want you to show me ur arms then lift up ur shirt so i can see ur stomach."
I did as i was told and marrisa was to upset to say anything she just got up and grabed her keys and was heading out the door.
-"Wait marrisa where are you going?"
-"Im going home because i dont want to be here right now, you just got out of rehab for igsactly that and your back into your habets. you need to fix yourself before i can come around you anymore."
With that she slammed the door.
I finally stoped , something in me snaped and i just walked over to my bed and layed there.
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Bella"s POV.
I can't sleep and i am feeling my whole body fall into old habets , and i just stoped eating , i hadnt cut yet but it was coming to an end and i was most likly gonna be sent back to timberland knolls.
I finally got off the plane and took a cab to my hell house.
i opened the door to the house and instantly was hit with the smell of alcohol and weed, i walked up stair and went into my old room noticing my room was striped of everything
i turn around to find my dad standing there with a evilish grin on his face
-" So ..... your bad already hu, did you have a nice time , you nut job??"
-" Dad i need you to leave my room and come back tommorow when your sober."
-" What did you just tell me !!! are you telling me what to do bitch!!! i own you !!"
He walked over to me and slaped me acrossed the face , i flew back , and hit the wall .
-" That will teach you , to tell me what to do."
After a few days of been beat to the pulp , i got a call from demi
-" Hello? "
-"Hey , it's demi , how are you ?"
-"U-U-UMM demi i have to go ..( fain sound in the back ground) Im sorry , im sorry , im sorry !!!"
-" Bella omg !! whats going on BELLA!!!
Phone Hangs up.
I got the phone nocked from my hand and i got punched in the gut.
-" Bitch who told you , that you can use the phone!!!!!!!"
-" im - im sorry "
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a day later
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I was asleep until my dad came in then and pushed me off my bed
-" Rise and shine whore!!!!!"
he laughed and slammed my door
I locked my door and got dressed.
I walked down stairs and went to leave the house, but my dad stoped me and slammed the door shut, he got up close to me and said i am feeling a little lonly why dont you stay here with me?? "
I knew what he ment by lonly i tryed running up the stairs but he tackled me and punched me, he grabed me and took me up to his room , my face bleeding from punching me and bruses all over my body, He threw me onto his bed , and i went to run but he back handed me , having me fly backwards, i hit my head on the bed post , he grabed me and tore my shirt, i screamed for help and i knew no one clould help me, i herd running footsteps and someone open the door. Demi
She ran and was shocked by what was happening she yelled
-" GET AWAY FROM HER!!!!"
-" WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU??"
-" NO ONE YOU NEED TO KNOW!!"
-" OH I KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOUR THAT FREAK THAT CUTS HER SELF!!!"
i could feel demi hurting but hearing him yell that mabe something snap
-" DONT FUCKING EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!!!"
i jumped off the bed punching him in the face as i hit the floor , i got up and kicked him in the face then the stomach, after i went to run to demi when he grabed my ankle and pulled me down .... i hit my face on the ground and he got up he grabed me and was choking me , demi grabed the gun that was hide on the side of her , inbetween her body and pants.
She pointed it at him and said
-"HEY !!1 LET HER GO OR ILL WILL FUCKING SHOOT YOU !!!"
He froze and let me , i ran to demi's side and we ran to the front intrence , we where stoped when he tackled demi , while she was tackled the gun had droped from her posestion , he got up and ran to the gun but i dove and got it before him , i pointed it at him and yelled to demi
-"Baby , are you ok??
-" Ya , im ok ."
-" Baby go to the car."
-"Wait you are and the freak are together." said my dad
-" Ya!! WE ARE."
-" BUT BABY --" i interuped demi
-" Babe Go!"
She left and looked back to wait was supposed to be a dad
-" I want nothing to do with you , your a dirtbag and you dont even deserve to live, i dont want you to come after me and if i ever see you again even by accedent i will kill you do you unhderstand!!!"
I walked to the car and got in , I drove off.