days passed, weeks passed, months flew by
the fence still does it job, and so do the idiots i take care of.
they never let me touch money, they never let me eat real food
heck, they always blindfold me in the car so that i do not see the outside world
only when i need to attend 'proper' functions am i allowed to step out of the house.
we do not ever eat dinner together, pray together
definitely not sleep together since they are so over the top.
i've always, always, always
been taking care of myself since day 1 my mother was thrown out
my siblings abandoned
and me tortured.
" the outside world is harsh, but we think you deserve worse here for the best out there "
that's what that stupid bastard said many years ago, when i was still young but suddenly got dropped out of school
and was never allowed to touch, see nor hear the mother nature whom you call everyday.
i really believed my father's words back then
only to realise
i was naive and undoubtful
in this cage.