I now lie on the couch, watching a movie with Harry. Niall in the kitchen making himself food. Everyone else went out to get groceries. I haven't been out to get the groceries ever since the incident with Luke. Not like the boys would let me anyways. Especially Harry. As soon as he had found out what happened he would barely let me out of the damn apartment with at least three of the boys. It was a stressful month for us all, with Harry being a bit overprotective. I'm not complaining though. I thought it was cute. Hot even.
We're laughing along with the movie and I feel Harry's arm slide over me and start to rub my arm. I brush it off as one of his usual acts. Not an act of him trying anything. I try to calm my heart down so he doesn't tell something is up and control my breathing again. I almost fall asleep as I lean against him but then I felt his other hand graze against my chin. I open my eyes and look up at him only to find him looking down at me.
I feel his hand touch my chin again but this time it doesn't just graze it. It cups my chin and pulls my face up to his. My lips meet his. I don't care if that was his intentions or not, I just had to kiss him at least once. I'm surprised when he doesn't pull back.
"Oh! Holy shit!" I hear Niall scream. Looks like he finished making his snack. Harry can't stop laughing and I sit there flushing red. Harry just grabs my face again and kisses my nose.
"You know I used to hate you. But now I don't want you to leave. Hard to believe I actually have feelings for someone like this." Harry says smiling to me. I look over to the corner and still see Niall there just staring at us.
"This still kind of makes me feel very uncomfortable but I love you both so I'll let it go and pretend I didn't see anything" Niall nods his head furiously as if he's agreeing with himself to what he's just said. I can't stop laughing at the thought of Niall having an internal conversation with himself. The rest of the boys get home and when they finally find me and Harry it seems as if Niall has already told them everything.
"It's about time too. Didn't think it was ever gonna happen!" Zayn says.
"Yeah. Well, I knew it would happen. Didn't think Harry would be the first to make the first move though." Liam jokes with us. Harry laughs and leaves the room and I hear him talking to someone in the other room.
"Look, Harry, I love you to death but Lex is now my little sister. So I swear to God, Harry if you ever hurt her I'll kill ya." I hear Louis threaten Harry.
"I won't. Chill out Lou. She's been with us for over a couple months now and I feel as if I love her already so please, just stay out of it while I figure it out. Understand?" Harry says. What does he have to figure out?
I soon stop thinking about everything Harry had said. I know Louis will take care of everything. He's protective like that. Never wants to see me hurt. You should've seen him when I accidently broke a plate. He lifted me up on the counter and I wasn't allowed down till he made sure every piece of glass was picked up. It was pretty funny but I did spend a while up there while Lou inspected every inch of the floor which you can imagine got really tiring for the both of us.
A couple of months went by and everything was perfect. No threats made to me or the boys. It seemed as if James and Luke had disappeared from the face of the Earth which was kind of good. I kept telling myself that I was going to tell Harry that I love him but just as I thought everything was perfect he proved me wrong.
He came home one night and wouldn't look at anyone. I tried talking to him but he wouldn't even answer me or even so much as glance my way. After a while of me getting tired of being ignored I went to his bedroom door and pounded on it.
"Harry! What the fuck is wrong with you! You don't just ignore me dammit! Get out here!" I shouted. I heard nothing. I kept banging on the door and I heard the front doorbell ring. I imagined it to be the pizza guy and kept yelling for Harry thinking the boys would get the door. I heard footsteps coming my way and thought it was one of the boys coming to see if everything was okay.
"Everything's fine but he won't open the-" I stop my sentence short as I stand there looking at another girl dressed in a tight dress.
"Who are you?" She asked me.
"I think I could ask you the same question. I think I'm the important one here. I'm his girlfriend." I snap at her.
"Oh that's cute. You and Harry? No, sweetie. Me and Harry. But nice try" She sneers back. I look behind her and see the boys staring at us in shock. Louis looking angry his face turning red and his fists, clenching. He pushes past the rest of the boys and bangs on Harry's door.
"HARRY! GET YOUR DAMN ASS OUT HERE BEFORE I BREAK THIS FUCKING DOOR DOWN!" Louis screams at the top of his lungs. I just stand there looking at the girl. Feeling hurt. She's staring back at me with slits in her eyes. I hear Harry's door being opened
"I couldn't fix it alright! I couldn't do it!" Harry screams at Louis
"YOU FIX IT NOW DAMMIT!" Louis screams back at him.
"No. He's not going to fix it. I am. Look, I don't know who you are but you can have him," I say to the girl, walking past her.
"Oh, please you didn't stand a chance against me anyways," She sneers. I couldn't take it. I saw red. I turned around and punched her, pushing her back, causing her to hit the wall and her nose to bleed. Nobody went to help her but Harry.
"See. He's made his choice too." I say sadly.
"You bastard!" Louis shouts as he goes to hit Harry.
"Lou stop. Just help me get my shit out of here. I'm going home." I say walking away.
"Lex please don't, I'm sorry, just don't go." Harry begs.
"No. You're not sorry. If you were sorry you wouldn't have done it in the first place." I tell him with my back turned. Everyone but Harry is in my room helping me pack my bags. The girl went home. Harry in his room. After we're done packing the boys go load my bags in the car. Me and Harry alone in the apartment. I didn't think he would face me until I heard his voice coming from behind me.
"I love you." He says. My heart breaks. I can't handle it. I burst out in tears and turn to him.
"You know what. I thought you did. I thought you loved me. Cause you know what? I love you. But I refuse to love someone like you and I refuse to have my heart broken again like it once was, when I was with someone very much like you," I say to him through clenched teeth. Comparing him to James.
"I AM NOT HIM! I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO HAPPEN!" Harry shouts.
"No, Harry, you just didn't mean to get caught." I say quietly and turn away.
"Lex please!" I hear Harry shout as I walk down the buildings hallway. I go out onto the street and get in the car. Louis on one side of me, holding me, and Zayn on the other looking as pissed as ever.
"I'm going to stay with you a couple nights just to make sure everything goes smoothly" Lou says. I just simply nod my head, not trusting my voice. We get to my brother's house and I quickly run inside to my brothers arms while the other boys get my stuff.