I ignored their stares, I ignored the way they looked at me and commented.
I didn't felt shy. I didn't felt taken back. I didn't even felt like screaming.
I was unique to ignore everybody.
My body was perfect like my soul. It was clean like any other. Everything about me felt pure but then why were everybody conscious about me.
Did they hate me? Or Did they felt unsecured about me?
I have no idea but there was a certain someone who mattered the most. Someone who's opinion mattered.
There he stood with his friends. Looking perfect as usual. I felt shy once again. There was something about him that was so enchanting.
Is it his smile? His twinkling eyes? His posture? His blonde hair?
I don't know what is it but he was the one and only attraction in my life. I remember him from my past. When we were kids. He used to play with me. He always said I was his only best friend. He used to cry in front of me. I was happy that I used to be once the reason of his laughter. The reason he smiled.
He made me feel I was unique to be loved and to make him happy.
So what changed now? Were we so anonymous now? Did he forgot me?
No he didn't.
I could always see his eyes on me. His stare followed me everywhere I go, everywhere I am.
His intense gaze never leaving mine. The way his eyes crinkled when I smiled at him. I could see his lips twitching into a enormous smile.
My friends liked him. I know. But what can I do? He is not mine to be kept. Is he? Yes he is!. My inner voice fired back.
Today I'm standing in front of my porch. I was just staring at the sky, wishing that the stars would fall down like glitters. There was nothing as beautiful as them but there was still something missing.
I know what is it. But how can I ask him to come at stand next to me now?. He makes me feel nervous. I can handle girls giving me envious stares but I just can't handle his presence.
His presence was like fire. A fire that I was afraid to touch but it was the fire of attraction, the fire of love. I'll wait for him this night, to the upcoming night and forever.
There he stood in front of me. Smiling at me like sun's rays. He called my name like it was a spell.
But I never realized he was the spell that I kept on chanting. He was someone that caught me in trance.
We both covered the distance. His hands cupping my face. His eyes looking deep into mine.
Our lips met. There were fireworks, fireworks of stars. We melted in our touch. This time I felt the stars falling like blessing from above.
This kiss hold the promise of love.