LISA POV
'Should i trust in her'?. I wasn't really sure about it, because everytime I've trusted in someone, I ended up broken.
- So? - kath asked. She probably saw some doubt written in my face.
- I don't have anything to say, there's nothing knew in my life - I lied
- Yeah, I don't believe you - she raised an eyebrow. She knew I was lying.
- With all respect, I don't give a crap - I said. She looked at me in shock
- You know what? I came here to help you, I was so stupid - she said walking up.
- Im sorry - I said trying to grab her arm.
- Save it - she said coldly. And with that, she walked away.
Good one Lisa! I can't believe I did it again, I keep pushing people away, it's not that I want them to stay but idk , honestly i don't understand myself.
I walked back home a few minutes later. I walked in, only to see Christina sitting in the piano, waiting for me apparently.
- What?! - I asked her. She didn't say a word. - Are you going to talk to me? - I asked
-It's true what they say - she said walking to the kitchen. I stood there, not knowing what to do. I ran upstairs, and locked myself in the bathroom. I grabbed my razor, cutting my wrists. I was crying. I don't deserve anything that i have, maybe i should die, maybe i should go to NYU, maybe i should leave the town, and leave my family. They don't need me, no one needs me. I saw a lot of blood coming from my wrist, i freaked out for like a second, but i deserve it. MAybe this is the end. I started to feel dizzy, and a couple of minutes later everything went black
LAUREN POV
I was playing in the trampoline with Dani, when i saw Lisa running upstairs. I didn't pay any attention, because to be honest, things were strange between all of us.
An hour later
- Hey dani, i'm getting tired - I said walking out of the trampoline.
- yeah me too - she did the same as me - i need a shower
- please! - i said playfully, she slightly hit my arm
We walked inside our room, dani went to the closet and i climbed the bunk.
- Have you seen Lisa? - I asked dani. I saw her running upstairs, I though that she'd be here like always.
- Nop, i haven't - she answered walking to the bathroom.
I searched for my phone, and started to scroll trough twitter when i heard Dani yelling. I jumped off the top bunk.
- Why are you screaming, Dani? - I asked her. She was standing in the hallway, in front of the bathroom door
- It's locked - she said annoyed
- It's occupied, probably - i said walking closer
- But nobody answers - She was knocking the door, really hard.
- Let me try - i said. - Who's in there? c'mon open the door, dani need a shower. She's stinky - i yelled
- Hey! - she hit me in my arm
- Would you stop doing that? I'm gonna get a bruise! - I yelled at her
- What's going on here? - Christina asked
- The bathroom it's locked! - Dani said, sitting in the floor. I suddenly felt a phone ringing. I put my ear in the door, trying to listen.
- Hey guys, there's someone inside - i whispered. Christina looked at me confused.
LISA POV
I slowly tried to opened my eyes. I looked around, realizing i was still in the bathroom. The floor, my wrists and my clothes were covered in blood, dry blood. I probably passed out.
- Open the door! - I heard someone yelling from outside. I couldn't focus on who it was, i was feeling dizzy. I got up, barely, searching for a towel, i needed to clean the mess.
- C'mon, i know there's someone - That was Alex. I tried to clean the floor as fast as i could and the i washed my hands and my wrists.
- Coming - i yelled back
- Lisa? - Christina asked. I didn't answered. I looked around, everything was apparently normal. I opened the door. All eyes were on me
- What happened? - Mom asked
- Why? - I asked confused. She walked closer and touched my face
- Are you okay? you look really pale - she said to me
- I'm fine - I answered, walking to my room.
CHRISTINA POV
I followed Lisa to her room, closing the door behind.
- Lisa... - I said. She turned around
- What? - She asked. I saw her shirt, it was covered in blood. I walked closer and took her wrists. She pulled them out, hiding them in the back. My eyes were watering.
- Why? - I asked, barely. She didn't say a word. - Lise, please - I could feel the tears in cheeks
- I just hope you don't tell anyone - She said in whisper
- I don't understand, Lisa please - I was in shock, i can't believe it.
- Can you please leave? - She asked me, without looking me
- NO! you have to tell me - i demanded
- I DON'T WANT TO! IT'S MY PROBLEM OKAY? I'M OLDER NOW - She yelled
- THEN IF YOU ARE SO OLD, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS THING! - I yelled back
- If you're not leaving, then I am - She said grabbing some clothes and walking out. I started to cry, like never in my life.
LUKE POV
I was beyond excited for my date with Lisa. I don't know why but this girl got me in the clouds. I decided to call her.
- Hello? - he answered
- Hey Lisa, it's Luke - I said kinda nervous
- I know it's you, dummie - She said playfully. I laughed
- What time do I have to pick you up? - I asked her
- In an hour it's okay - she answered
- okay beautiful, see you later - I hung up.
I only have an hour to get ready. I jumped in the bathroom and after that, I chose a white T-shirt, with my favorite black jeans. I brushed my hair, put some perfume and my lucky shoes and I'm ready. I have 10 minutes left so I search for my car keys and a jacket.
LISA POV
After what happened with Christina, I really needed to get away from this place. After showering, I put my favorite leopard dress, with my sneakers. The weather was warm, but I knew that it'll change in the night so I took my jacket. My hair was in its natural way, wave-ish, for make up I did something really simple and I put some bracelets in my wrists so he couldn't see the worst part of me.
- Where are you going? - Mom asked me from the door frame
- somewhere - I answered without looking
- you have to tell me, unless you don't want to go - she said threatening.
- I'm going to dinner with a friend - I said
- really? Which friend? - She asked me. She's in the overprotective mother mood.
- A friend - I answered coldly. Right when she was about to ask me another question, my phone light up. It was a text message from Luke: '' I'm outside xx''
- Mom, it's was a really good talk, but unfortunately I have to go - I said sarcastically. I didn't let her say anything more, because I ran outside as fast as I could.
LUKE POV
I was sweating, my hands were shaking like never before. I was about to send her a text again, when the front door opened, reveling the most beautiful girl on earth. All in her was gorgeous. I walked out, running to open the door car for her.
- What a gentleman! - She exclaimed. I laughed. She was so beautiful, i couldn't stop looking at her! her eyes, her lips, her smile - Take a picture, it'll last longer - She said blushing. I blushed too.
- You look beautiful - I said before walking to the drivers seat
- You look very handsome! - She said smiling
- Thank you! - I smiled as i started to drive
- Where are we going? - She asked curious. I laughed
- It's a secret - I answered.
- I hope you arent a psycopath or worse - She said in a serious tone. I laughed out loud. A few seconds later, she joined me
- I'm not a murder, i'm just a guy, a normal one- I said casually, she smiled at me.
A few minutes later, we arrived.
- We are here my lady - I said in a british tone. She giggled
- Wow, it's a really nice place - She said as we walked in. I told the guy in the door that we had reservations and he lead us to the private table. It was full of candles and christmas lights.
- WOW - Lisa said in shock.
- I know right? - I said, sitting in front of Lisa. A waitress walked in asking for our orders. A minutes later, the food was on our table
- I love spagghetti!! - She exclaimed like a child. I laughed
- Yeah me too - I answered
After we finished it was dessert time
- So what dessert do you like? - I asked her
- I love them all, but a think i'll chose um.. ice cream! there's nothing better than that - She said to me
- Yeah, that's true! i'm ordering the same - I said to the waitress that was standing next to our table. He nodded and walked out
- Tell me a little bit about you - I asked her. She laughed. We talked earlier, but about other stuffs, now it was time for the 'personal' questions
- Um.. i don't... i sing - She said shyly
- Really? wow, that's impressive - i honestly said
- Yeah, it's not a big deal - She said quietly. I look at her, something in her was mysterious and disturbing, but somehow i liked it.
LISA POV
I got really uncomfortable when he started to ask personal questions. I don't want him to find out that i'm the most imperfect girl, that i have secrets, that i'm the worst person alive. But what if he thinks im not? What if he helps me?
Two hours later he drove back home. I jumped off.
- I had a really good time! - I said happily
- Yeah me too, i hope we can do this again - He said smiling. I blushed
- Yeah i hope so - I smiled back, closing the door and waving goodbye,losing sign of the car.
I opened the door and walked in. Luckily no one was around, or that's what i thought.
- We need to talk - I froze
YAY FINALLY!!! I'M SO SORRY ): I'M THE WORST PERSON EVER ): I REALLY WANTED TO UPLOAD, BUT I COULDN'T! IT'S MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE AND MARCH HAS BEEN A CRAZY MONTH! BUT I'M HERE AND I'LL BE UPDATING EVERYTIME I CAN.
I KNOW I SAID THAT THIS WAS GOING TO BE A CHEESY CHAPTER WITH LUKISA STUFF AND BLA BLA... I'M SORRY! I HAD MY MIND IN ANOTHER PLACE BUT I'M BACK HAHAHA
IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAY.. OMGGGGG! THE OTHER DAY (I DON'T REMEMBER THE DATE) THERE WAS AN EARTHQUAKE IN THE NORTH OF MY COUNTRY (CHILE) IT WAS WEIRD :s LUCKILY I LIVE FAR FROM THERE AND I DIDN'T FELT ANYTHING. SO IF U CAN PRAY OR SOMETHING IT'LL BE COOL :DD
THAT'S ALL
LOVE U <3
I KNOW IT'S WEIRD TO ASK, BUT IDK... CAN U VOTE FOR THIS? IT'S KINDA NICE WHEN I GET THOSE NOTIFICATION THAT PPL LIKED MY STORY. IDK I'M WEIRD! BYE :**