fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
end

고마워.

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By j_i_n_xx

youngchoi:
jaebum
i have something really important

gaybum:
it's four am why are you awake

youngchoi:
i couldn't sleep
i was thinking
about us

gaybum:
and?

youngchoi:
i realised
i love you
...
say something
i know you thought it'd be a really long time before i'd say it
but i know for sure
i love you

gaybum:
sorry
i'm just
overwhelmed right now
but in a good way

youngchoi:
i love how kind hearted you are
i love how you take care of me and all the other people important to you
i love how you're strong but i know i still need to take care of you
i love that you love me and you make me feel wanted
i love loving you

gaybum:
fuck youngjae
i'm so unbelievably happy right now
i'm crying
jackson woke up because he thought i was having a panic attack

youngchoi:
babe don't cry
even if they're tears of happiness

gaybum:
i can't help it
i really have you to thank for how i've changed into the person i am today
i'm happy now
i went through some tough times because of you too
but that doesn't matter anymore
i made it through them
we made it through them and we're together
and i'm so happy

youngchoi:
i still feel bad about never noticing how you felt

gaybum:
i never wanted you to

youngchoi:
but thank fuck you told me
otherwise none of this would have happened
and who knows what you would have done if i had reacted differently

gaybum:
i don't know
i just hope things stay this way

youngchoi:
they will
and we'll fight for it if we have to
right?

gaybum:
of course
i'd do anything for you
because i love you choi youngjae

youngchoi:
and i love you

gaybum:
and everything will work out fine
i know it will

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