#20 The last argument you had.
Oh geez... it's been awhile ._. I try to avoid fight with my friends and me and my siblings don't fight that often... My grandparents rarely fight with me and my mom is pretty chill to. I guess I'd have to say.... It was with this one girl who is the new mun for the @NarutoWattyAwards
I noticed some of the winners she had counted up were off and she didn't count the tie breakers so she put me in 3rd place when I was in 2nd. I then got worried and thought "What if I'm not the only one that had the wrong place?" Then I also got worried cause what if people who won didn't actually win and the real winners didn't get any credit?
Then the announcement came about the girl becoming the new mun and I wondered if she tweaked the votes to her advantage. I knew the girl had something against me cause it seemed every time we talked she was trying to fight with me. So I messaged the original mun of the NWA asking for a re-count. But the new mun had already got the password and saw what I had said.
She was saying how hurt she was and yelling that she didn't tweak any votes but this one girl she voted for that was running against me she said she HADN'T READ THE STORY yet she LIKED THE COUPLE. Technically you can't like a couple if you don't even know the couple, just that Deidara is involved.
So that made no sense. Then when I calmed down I told her sorry and that I was an emotional wreck at the time, I had a bad day, I was sick, I had less sleep, and blah blah blah. Then she told me
You seem to have dysphoria: over reaction and slight tearfulness due to lack of sleep and illness :3
Me: I don't think I was over reacting. I was talking to you calmly the whole time in a polite matter.
Her: Yes, I suppose you were :3
I can't help but feel at the end of our conversation, it was like she was telling me "I won."
It made me so mad!!! I refuse to participate in the Original NWA anymore. Not when it's being run by someone so rude and unfair. She kept saying I should be grateful I even made the top 3. I was grateful, never said I wasn't. Why was I unhappy? I wasn't worried about my fucking self, I did it for the other people that entered you little...
Yeah, I was mad. But I tried to stay calm as much as possible. I like to settle fights in a polite, calm, adult way like my mom taught me. She was being so rude it made that VERY hard. In the end I was upset I couldn't enter anymore.. or rather I didn't want to enter because I knew it wouldn't of been a fair vote and I feel bad for my friends that did enter this year...
If she's rude to any of my friends or miscounts votes on purpose so they won't win, she will see hell... I can stand for her being mean to me at least a little... But if it's my friends? I'm going all out yelling and cursing. NO ONE messes with my friends.
But I'm not going to let you think I'm innocent or she's innocent. Decide for yourselves, this is the conversation. I'm taking out her user though because I don't my fans to just go yell at her or be mean to her.
Calienia
1 month ago
Could you please go over the votes again if it isn't too much trouble? :(@NOTTELLING and me are kinda rivals I guess you could say, and she's always been kinda mean to me. I noticed that in the Gaara category after going over the votes, I was actually tied for second place, and in the favorite ship, I had more votes than the person I was in the tie breakers with but she put the person as second place and me as third place. I'm really concerned that she may have tweaked some votes just so her favorites would win rather than being fair and saying who actually won. I can help you if you need it? Again I'm really sorry sorry to trouble you..
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
._. This is "NOT TELLING". Hello, my name is NOT TELLING. You can call me that.
First of all, I'd never skew the votes. I've only just been given the password. Please bear in mind, before, it wasn't really my job, I was doing it so /you/ could have a prize.
I didn't tweak any votes: I haven't read Love Is Blind, nor your stories, I don't usually have time myself because of school. I don't have favourites. I won my own category by a storm, which made me quite happy, but ... maybe you don't really care, right?
I didn't know how the tie breakers worked, and when I counted the votes, it was pretty clear. I can show you the piece of paper I used, if you like.
( I also counted /all/ of the votes, including yours. )
Calienia
1 month ago
First of all, I wasn't trying to sound mean but it looks like you are.. second, this message wasn't for you and it's kind of a rude thing to read someone else's messages.. 3rd I counted the votes as well and some of them look wrong, also I saw your vote for favorite ship being Shizue x Deidara, Shizue is from love is blind. If you haven't even read that story than why would you vote for her?
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
I'm reading the messages because I have the password for the account. I voted for her because I like that ship because Deidara is amazing.
Are we going to argue over the validity of my votes? Please, I don't want to do this.
I voted in the Naruto Watty Awards for stories I had heard about, because I wanted to give my support.
I'm sorry, but I'm going now. I'm crying a bit and I won't be able to talk to you properly. You can talk to the original admin, but I really promise that I didn't tweak the votes. I was a neutral party.
Calienia
1 month ago
I'm sorry to hear your crying a bit, but I was to earlier. I just wanted to make sure this was all fair because every time I talk to you you always seem to have something rude to say to me that makes me mad and makes me cry, I don't even know why you hate me. But I really would like to talk to the person that started this account.
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
I don't hate you, dear. I'm completely neutral to the votes. If you win, you win, and you should be proud of yourself.
Calienia
1 month ago
I don't care about myself. I care about the others who may of not placed as a winner because of a miscount. And how come your always a bit rude towards me when I'm nothing but nice and calm if you don't hate me? You even used me to be mean to my friend in rp.
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
You mean (sry, not telling my friend's ID either)? We're friends. Very good friends. What may look like "being mean" on the outside of a friendship is normal within. We rped angst... a lot XD
Anyway. You should just be happy you got in third in so many places! I'm happy for you, I'm happy for everyone. You don't need to say you're worried about other people's vote: if you're concerned about where you came, you should tell us. Instead of hatching conspiracy theories as to my ulterior motives. I would never change it.
I cooled down a bit. So, here. Calienia/Elisabeth/person(??). If I have ever been rude to you, it's because I have a very strong opinion and I stand up for it. If I have EVER upset you, I'm very sorry. I didn't change the votes at all. I hope you like your prize.
Calienia
1 month ago
Again, I'm not worried about myself, I'm worried about the other votes being fair. I really could care less about my stupid self. Thank you for apologizing though and I'm sorry to if I upset you. I've been sick for almost a week now and I've had a lack of sleep. The whole situation in general had upset me..
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
You seem to have dysphoria: over reaction and slight tearfulness due to lack of sleep and illness :3
Calienia
1 month ago
I don't think I was over reacting. I was talking to you calmly the whole time in a polite matter.
NarutoWattyAwards
1 month ago
Yes, I suppose you were :3
Calienia
1 month ago
:3
I dunno why I sent a :3 face back, I felt like I was played during that moment...