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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... Більше

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

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Від j_i_n_xx

gaybum:
jackson
jackson
jack
jAcKsOn

wangmeupinside:
whaaaaaat
what do you want
i'm with mark
leave me alone

gaybum:
is mark more important than me
your best friend

wangmeupinside:
well when you put it that way
yes

gaybum:
wow
fuck you too

wangmeupinside:
just tell me whatever you had to tell me

gaybum:
fine
i'm a month clean
i'll leave you alone now since that's what you wanted

wangmeupinside:
oh shit
wait what
no don't leave
that's good jaejae
i didn't realise it's been that long

gaybum:
it has

wangmeupinside:
i'm so proud of you
i know how hard it is for you

gaybum:
you didn't seem interested a minute ago
go fuck around with mark

wangmeupinside:
no no no
you know i love you

gaybum:
i know
i just wanted to make you feel bad

wangmeupinside:
geez are you seriously gonna be like that
ever since you started dating youngjae you've been so much more annoying

gaybum:
yup

wangmeupinside:
and you know that you've been annoying
why do i put up with you

gaybum:
because you love meeee
and because you still feel guilty for what you did with jinyoung when i was dating him

wangmeupinside:
you're actually so dead

gaybum:
we've put it all in the past now
i can make jokes about it

wangmeupinside:
it's not a joke if it's true

gaybum:
wait really
you still feel bad about that

wangmeupinside:
how can i not
everything got so shitty for the both of us after that
if i had just said no and refused everything would have been fine

gaybum:
if you didn't do that then none of this would have happened
i wouldn't have gotten out of that awful relationship
we wouldn't have gotten as close as we are now
none of it would have happened

wangmeupinside:
i suppose
but you can't deny that it wasn't easy

gaybum:
life isn't meant to be easy

wangmeupinside:
ugh
not only have you gotten more annoying you've also gotten smarter
i hate you

gaybum:
love you too :*

wangmeupinside:
did im jaebum just say i love you
holy shit
what a day

gaybum:
you know i love you
why is this surprising

wangmeupinside:
i know it
but you just never verbally say it
so wow

gaybum:
just go back to mark

wangmeupinside:
alright sweetie

gaybum:
oh fuck off

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