fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

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By j_i_n_xx

jinyou-rmom:
can we meet up?

gaybum:
why so suddenly

jinyou-rmom:
i want to talk
verbally communicate and truly fix things

gaybum:
i mean
sure

jinyou-rmom:
i know how hard it is for you to look at me
don't feel like you have to

gaybum:
no
i want to
i really do want to start over
i'm just still scared it's stupid

jinyou-rmom:
it's not stupid
i get it
you don't have to it was just a question

gaybum:
no i want to
i dunno

jinyou-rmom:
well um
maybe you can bring jackson along?
if that makes you more comfortable
actually
he might kill me

gaybum:
he won't kill you
you know he wouldn't hurt you
he doesn't have the heart to actually hurt anyone or anything

jinyou-rmom:
that's true

gaybum:
so then i'll bring him
and we can talk things over

jinyou-rmom:
is this weekend good?

gaybum:
yeah
let's meet at the cafe across from the pet store

jinyou-rmom:
alright
seriously thank you

gaybum:
calm your butt
it's not a big deal

jinyou-rmom:
i'm just so thankful

gaybum:
i got that
now you better start preparing
because jackson may not hit you
but he will definitely yell

jinyou-rmom:
noted

gaybum:
now go do whatever you do

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