Ruhaani's P.O.V.
I know I have to save everything, I don't want Sam to live in a world where he has to fight a battle every time against evil, I want Dean to have a normal apple pie life. I want Sam to complete his studies, I want him to be able to live in a normal world. If I can make it happen, I have to take that chance. It was not easy for me to leave, but I consoled myself that you will be happy and content if I succeed
I have to take a stand against all this, after all this was my destiny, that is why I was created. I am still human, but I want everyone to have a normal life. I am willing to make it happen.
I can not go back, I have to do this alone. I can't let my emotions get into the way.
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Sam and Dean received two letters marked with their name.
Sam,
Hey babe, I am sorry I bailed on you because I want you to have a normal life with white picket fence everything that you wanted. I want you to make a new start, in a world without monsters and I promise you a world free of monsters, go back to school, complete your studies, be a lawyer. Take care of Dean, Bobby and my clueless brother.
I never told you but I love you.
Love,
Roo
Dean,
Did you miss me? I know you did, I am sorry for leaving without so much as a say so. I know I should have, but I also know you and Sam wouldn't have let me. I love you dummy and I want you to have a apple pie life with kids and grandkids, I don't want you to die on hunting job all bloody, I want you and Sam to die like grumpy old men. And I don't care what I have to do, but I am going to get that life for you. Take care of my giant, Bobby and Cas
Love,
Roo Roo
Sam knew what she meant and so did Dean. It had come to bite them in the ass, going behind her back to save her. Nobody knew what was in near future.