I woke up in this morning in a great mood and ready for a new sunny day . My boyfriend , Jake,and I are going to go in the park to do something different today because usually we stay home and do something boring like watching movies or something like this ..
I skipped breakfast and tried to be ready in time . I put my makeup and my clothes on and went downstairs where I found mommy looking at me surprised
" Going somewhere miss ? " Her big shiny eyes glanced on my outfit " You didn't take breakfast"
" Sorry , I'm in a big rush . Going to see Jakeeee . Talk to you later " I went toward the door distracting my mom and slammed it behind me
Jake is my first love and best friend since I was 4 . He understands me but we're so different . I mean , I'm that kind of girl who believes in fairytales and kinda naive sometimes and he's the type of rough guy who's able to protect anyone .
I felt something from the beginning , but I think I've never been brave enough to express my feelings for him . What a cliché , huh ? + he has everything I love on a guy : he's a daydreamer just like me , so we are fit and we've been together for a long time . And his dark hair reveals the blue eyes , his innocence and sensitive side of a romantic guitarist . I don't know what I'd do without him .. But leaving introduction and details .. -->
* Central Park *
Ok , he made me wait . He never does . It's 2:45PM and we were supposed to meet at 2:30PM . I finally saw him coming with a nervous figure on his face
"Hello baby , we're going ?" I said with an enthusiastic tone
" Yes , c'mon"
" You know .. Some of my friends said they heard we've broken up . Why would they say that ? "
" Just rumors . You know how they are "
"Yup .. But I don't find any reasons " He stayed without saying anything so I broke the silence "What's wrong babe ? Why you so quiet ?"
"No , nothing . Can we go home ? " He said with his typical harshly voice
" Ok .. " I said confused thinking that he's using this voice only when he's upset .Anyway , he drove me home like always
"See ya tomorrow ?"
"Ok ." Oh , this is really .. What happened ? He didn't even kiss me
After a few hours of staying home I realized that his keys are in my bag .. So I decided to go at his place to bring them to him but it was just an excuse , I wanted to see him , to see what happened , and I had a ' great ' surprise to see him with another girl in front of his house , kissing . I was totally mesmerized and I couldn't contain all these feels so I left . When I arrived in the lobby of my house I started to cry . My mom saw me and wondered what happened but she knew I won't talk .
I am not a little girl , so promise you won't hide it .. Roll as it comes , don't you try to disguise it ! Reality is crashing it and it hits me like a broken glass.. Is like my entire life just gone really really fast . Like a melting cloud , I will cry out for you , like an empty room ..
I heard the door opening and saw my mother entering
"I know you don’t wanna talk , but now or later you’ll need to .. " My mom was the only person on this world wherewith I could talk about anything so I told her what I've seen at Jake's place
"Why he would do that ? He promised me that he won’t hurt me .. What I shall do ?Help me .. He's Jake , I don't know how to do this .. " I burst into tears
"Of course , especially because he's Jake and you love him not just as a friend . You know him very well and you should know what to tell .. "
" Yes " I moaned " But because he's Jake , my bf and I love him , especially for this I'm afraid not to lose him "
She looked down wordless and before to leave she gestured that everything will be ok
I fell asleep thinking that I'm strong enough to pass through all of this and maybe the time will do his job
* Memories *
" I'm glad that we're here together " Jake breathed hard with a foolish childish smile on his happy face
" This is our 1st dance we're going together . I'm surprised you invited me , I thought you will invite Chelsea "
" I don't like Chelsea ! "
" Haha , you're so immature J . Only mature people are brave enough to admit their feelings "
" Stop calling me J ! " He shouted as he frowned
I liked to tease him sometimes , I liked how he acts when he hears I'm talking about maturity as I'd be already one . And I'm talking about admitting .. And I'm not brave enough to reveal my feelings for him .
I slept like a baby and had a weird dream . I dreamed about the first time when I was with Jake at a homecoming .
I went in bathroom and looked in the mirror at my ruffled hair and tried to arrange it . I'm glad that I didn't think about Jake all night and could sleep . Tonight I have a fashion presentation and I don't have time to waste
So an hour later I went to Mall to buy some new clothes , but I heard my phone ringing .. Jake calls .. But I don't want to answer . He insisted so I couldn’t just ignore his calls all day
"What do you want ? "
" What happened ? What is with this attitude ?"
" This attitude is due to that girl you kissed last night .. " I replied quickly
"What ? What girl ?"
"Really ? Are you going to pretend it didn't happen ? .. It’s over baby .. Oh , you forgot your keys , my mom will give them to you asap "
" But , babe .."
"Don't call me babe . For me it's already over , I don't know about you .. Sorry , I have to go " I ended the call before to say something else and make me forgive him
A few hours later after I was ready to go for the presentation .. I was a bit nervous , but I don’t know why .. I never had emotions on the stage .. Maybe it was because of my boyfriend . Sorry , my ex
I started to walk on the stage confident and I saw a really known face . He resembled so much with Zayn from 1D . I walked further but I stumbled and fell .
I don’t know how but I hit my ankle .. I saw a handsome guy coming. I looked deeply in his eyes . He really was one of the boys who auditioned for the X Factor and then he was put in One Direction , but I thought that the pain made me hallucinate .
" Wow ! Are you ok ?" He has raised from his place
"I can’t move , my ankle hurts .." I looked up again to convince myself ..
" Call an ambulance , now ! " He screamed at one of bodyguards
" I don't think I need to go at hospital " I warned him worried knowing about my fear of doctors but he didn't pay attention on me
He was staying in front of me and trying to help me , and wow .. He was prettier in reality . Zayn Malik , that handsome Zayn , my hero , my inspiration .. I loved every member from 1D but he was so deeply , so ..
"Don’t worry , you’ll be ok ." He whispered calmly
In about 5-6 minutes the ambulance came ..
I don’t know what happened further because I was really focused in what happened with Zayn , I couldn’t believe that he was there ..I was a little surprised . The doctor examined me but in the next moment I saw Zayn coming , how creepy .. What I'm supposed to tell ?
" How do you feel ? "
" I’m better .. I guess "
" I felt guilty about your accident . This is why I came "
" Huh , Really ? Why ?? " I said a bit amused and with a confused air
" Because you looked at me .. I distracted your attention and you couldn’t focus on your steps . "
"God , nooo .. I mean yes " I couldn't find my words "I looked at you when I fell but it was because you’re Za..."
"Oh , you're another fangirl " He interrupted me ." Please , don't call my name . If you will , all the girls will come and jump on me " He continued
" Uhm ok .. And I am but not so obsessed or desperate . It's a problem with that ? "
" No , just ..Nevermind . Do I know you for somewhere ? " He frowned
" Uhm .. No .. I don't think so "
" I'm sorry but I really must go ." He said looking at his phone " But I have the sensation that I know you and I really need to find out .. Here's my number . Maybe we'll hang out once so text me " He wrote it on a piece of paper and handed me
" Hmm .. Ok "
" Hope you'll get better .. Uhm .. "
" Alice .. My name's Alice " We shook hands and I wanted to say something but he already left ..
After this day I need recovery ,hah . It’s funny how fate plays with me , yesterday I was so sad that my boyfriend cheated on me and now I have Zayn’s phone number . Oh , about my boyfriend , sorry EX , he didn’t call after I told that I saw him with another girl. I think I don't care or pretend I don't care.. The hardest thing is stay in a corner and pretend you don't care when actually it's everything you can think about
So yesterday Zayn gave me his phone number , HIS PHONE NUMBER .. and said to text him when I have some free time but I didn’t , I don’t want to bother him because I know how busy he needs to be . But I don't make wishes , I don't want to get hurt .. And , it's kinda impossible to have something with him . I mean .. He's famous and I'm just a poor girl from London with a normal life and normal dreams
I turned on the phone and saw a million calls from Chelsea .
Chelsea is the other best friend . She's very cute and she has an awesome personality but she gets very stressed when I'm not returning her calls . So I took the phone and called her fast
I didn't even have time to say hello and she started "Alice , I heard about your accident . I called you for a million times I think .Why didn’t you call me back ?"
"Hello Chelsea , I’m fine . I didn’t call because I didn’t want to worry you , sorry "
" Are you insane ? I supposed to be the second person who you call , after your mom of course .."
" Oh my God Chelsea , you're so exaggerated ! It's not like I've broken my neck or something . It's just an ankle "
"Ok , hope you’ll get better soon . Maybe I’ll come later at your place to see you . I have to go"
"Chels ? Za .. I love you ! See you soon" I wanted to tell her about Zayn but something stopped me , and it was so much to tell . She didn’t even know about Jake , there’s a lot of news and don’t know how to tell her everything .. Anyway
" I love you too . Bye"
After I ended the call with Chelsea I stared at that piece of paper which Zayn gave to me . "Should I text him ? Ok , I have nothing to lose"
* Hi , this is that girl from the presentation , Alice .. You remember that you said to text you ? Text me back when you see this x *
I stayed 5 minutes to decide myself : to press ‘ send ‘ button or not ? I was nervous .. Ok , * send *
I waited for his answer another half hour and finally heard my phone . * sigh * It was Chelsea ..
" In 10 minutes I’m at your place . I haven’t seen you for 2 days ."
" I’m glad . I have something to tell you . You won’t believe me .." Yeah , I really believe she'll think that I'm crazy
" Ok .. Kisses"
* Ding dong *
" Moooom ! Go and answer at the door . I would do it , but .."
" I'm going ! " She screamed from the kitchen
Chelsea entered and jumped on me .
"Auch ! You forgot about my little trouble ?"
"Sorry , I totally forgot .Darling , how do you feel ? Are you better ? "
"Idk , I'll get better , the doctor said I need to stay like this just a few days . It wasn't nothing serious. But this isn't important right now"
" Something happened ?"
"Yes , kinda .."
And I started to tell her everything : what happened with Jake , at the presentation with Zayn ..
"I’m mesmerized , ooh , uhm .. You texted him already ?? I’m so excited for you"
"Yeah , but he didn’t answer . I think he’s busy , or maybe he just don’t wanna talk with me ."
"Wow , I'm sure if he didn't want to talk to you he wouldn't give you his number , right ? I would stay more for details but I have to go .. Call me if he texts you back . Bye you lucky chick"
"Thank you for coming babe . Bye "
The time passed . It’s 11:30 PM , I’m going to sleep .
Already morning . Hmm , I mean already afternoon . It's 2PM ? I slept too much but nothing to worry about , I have nothing to do . I opened my phone to see if I have new messages . Guess what ?
* 1 message from Zayn*
* Hi , I know it’s night and you probably sleep and I’m sorry but can't sleep yow . I didn’t reply to your message coz I was a bit busy . And know what ? Now I have nothing to do haha. Ok , I should sleep cuz 2morrow I have a hard day .. u’re free next Tuesday ? I have some free time and I think I can meet you . x x *
13 missed calls * What ? From whom ? Oh, Chelsea .. I need to call her back
"Hey Chels , sorry . I just woke up ."
" Chels ?No , no ..This is Zayn ." After I heard this my heart stopped to beat and my voice was numb .
"Oh hi Zayn . I’m sorry , I didn’t want to call you . Sorry"
"Stop apologizing , it’s okay . You received my message ?"
"Yes , I wanted to tell you that next Tuesday it’s just fine ."
" Perfect . How's your ankle ?"
"Better , tomorrow I’m going for a examination . Again , in that horrible place ."
"Oh , this is perfect . Uhm , Alice .. I need to go , my break is over but I’ll text you tonight . Sorry , take care "
" I’ll wait . And don’t worry , you too ."
Now I should call Chelsea , but this time I must make sure that I’m not calling somebody else hah .
"Morning , sorry for calling you so late . "
" Morning probably for you , it’s 2PM . What did you do last night ? " She started to tease me
"Nothing .. I just talked to .. you know , earlier .. He said we can meet next Tuesday"
"I’m just so happy for you .. But I need to ask you another thing , you talked to Jake after .. you know ..? "
" No .. and I don’t want . It'll take some time to forgive him probably "
" This is fine . But , are you ok ? I haven’t asked you , with all these with .. "
" Yes , I’m totally fine now . Ok , I need to admit that I cried a few nights , but I am ok now "
"Ok , I hope this is just as good as it sounds . And I wanted to ask you something else ."
" What ? " I already knew what she's about to ask
"Can I meet Harry once ? Please" Oh Gooood
"Oh my God Chels , you're so unforeseeable .Idk .. Hey , I gotta go , I’m starving ."
"Ok babe , byee"
" Bye !"
Chelsea is the kind of girl who likes to tease everyone . But that's why I love her , she's amusing , cute and beautiful .
I’m going to eat something and after I’ll sleep all day and maybe staying on twitter later . My life's boring huh ? But just on these days
It’s Saturday and I talked last night with Zayn and we’re going downtown .
Days have passed and tomorrow it’s Tuesday . I couldn’t sleep last 2 nights , I'm dying of impatience . I woke up early to see what I'm going to wear . It's warm outside and I decided to wear a pink blouse with ruffles ,shorts , sandals [ no heels ] and a pink pale jacket in my hand if the weather changes . My makeup is not flashy, is perfect to my mood and according to weather . I carry a small purse [ not too obvious ] and my hair is a little curly which I guess it’s perfect to the color of it . My friends sometimes say that I’m a little too concerned with my appearance and details [ but this not changes my personality ]
Oh God , it’s already 2:50PM .. I’m not gonna arrive in time , my car was destroyed . Mooom , call me a taxi ! "Ohhh ! This is perfect , I’m stuck in traffic .. I’m not gonna make it . I should call him"
"Heyy , sorry I’m stuck in this horrible traffic . I think I’m gonna be there in .. Uhm , give me 5 minutes ."
"Don’t worry . I’ll be waiting you ."
.. I’ve never been so happy to see this place .. "Soon , soon , soon …"
"I’m sorry miss ? You said something ?"
"No .. no , just drive further .." I wasn't surprised that this driver thought that I'm crazy , I was talking alone
"We already arrived .."
I left the car and I was approaching of him .
"Hi , sorry for making you wait . How is always traffic when I need to go somewhere ?"
"Yeah , I know the feeling . Don’t worry , I haven’t waited for so long ."
Oooh , can I say that he smelled so good as he looked ?
" And .. I know you said you don’t wanna go in the park but if we’re going to Mall or we’re staying downtown I’m afraid that someone will see us and today I don't really want paparazzi ."
"Ok , it’s good . I thought it'll be cold , but if is so warm .. Why not? Central Park ? " This is it ! Central Park , I'm comiiiiing
"Perfect , c’mon . Let’s buy an icecream first . Anyways .. You look pretty in pink"
"You make me blush , thanks . You look good too . But I don’t need to say this , you already know"
"Uhm , I look good but a compliment is always welcome ." [‘ modest ‘ like always]
"So .. What's your favourite flavor ?"
" Huh ? What did you say ? "
" Favouite flavor .. Icecream "
"Ohh , sorry haha .. Mint chocolate chip"
" Really ? Mine too ."
"C’mon , follow me !" He started to run and I ran after him
"You have energy ? You forgot about my ankle , huh ?"
He started to laugh , he stopped , put icecream on my nose and pretended that it was a mistake.
"Oops , my mistake ma’am ." He started to run again
"Ohhhhh ! When I’ll catch you .."
After 3 min of running I finally got him .
" I'll spread it all over your face !"
" Really ? I wanna see it . Do it ! "
"I caaan’t ."
"Ok , I will . * grunts * " He began to tickle me
"Stooooppp ! I can't .... I can't even .. Talk . Oh my Good! Stoop !"* laughter*
I couldn’t stop laughing .. It was so amazing . I was full of icecream on my whole face .
"I really know you from somewhere ..But doesn't matter , the point is .. All the girls I went out with were so preoccupied with their makeup .. They were like ‘ Oh my God , if you destroy my makeup you ruin my life ! ‘ "He said with a strange thin voice
I started to laugh " Hey , I never dreamed that Zayn Malik will be with me in Central Park .Ok , I dreamed but I never thought that this will be ever true . If this happened , I expect at anything. And thank you .. For what you said .. I appreciate "
"Dreams come true . And .. Why not ? I’m a normal lad , with normal dreams . It’s not like I have 3 hands or 4 eyes "
" Let’s go feed swans .Follow me !" I let him there
" Oh , so you run now , huh ? You’re doing the same thing with me .. Why ?"
"You know why ? Because I’m sure if I run you will follow me " I screamed and ran further
" Like I did . What you just said was a sweet thing ."
We fed swans , we went to pick flowers and then we talked
"Oh my .. Zayn , it passed 3 hours . You don’t need to be somewhere ?"
" Well .. No , but you ?"
"I need to go to my doctor . I need to make a control to see if everything’s ok . In an hour I need to be there ."
" I’m going with you ! It's not like I have something to do right now .. "
"Really ? Well , let’s go . We're going towards the hospital and talk , we stop and admire everything .. ' We close our eyes and enjoy the rollercoaster that is life .. ' "
"Hah , you remembered ."
" How can I forget ? I'm on your twitter almost everyday .Anyway .. Thank you for coming with me " I got away from him
"I should thank you . But we can do this more often . What do you think ? Maybe I'll remember from where I know you . You look too familiar and I need to know "
"Of course , we can do this when I have and you have free time . Just let me know . "
" Ok . Take care of you " He said as I walked further towards the front door
I looked back at him and he looked too , he had his sweet smile on his face which I loved so much . I turned back and I felt like my heart was melting and I muttered something quickly before I entered into the hospital , smirked subdued and walked further