fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

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By j_i_n_xx

gaybum:
happy eight months

youngchoi:
eight months?
oh
since we've met

gaybum:
yeah

youngchoi:
you're not the anniversary type of guy

gaybum:
i'm just in a good mood today
and today happens to mark our eight months of friendship

youngchoi:
at least you're in a good mood

gaybum:
what's wrong?

youngchoi:
mark's been weird the past few weeks
i'm just worried

gaybum:
oh

youngchoi:
do you know if anything's happened?

gaybum:
um
he hasn't really talked to me recently either
as far as i know he's really only talked to

youngchoi:
talked to who
that's a weird place to cut off
what aren't you telling me

gaybum:
i didn't mean to send it
i meant to delete that
it's not my place to tell other people's secrets

youngchoi:
mark is my boyfriend

gaybum:
it's not like that

youngchoi:
why do you get to know and i don't

gaybum:
seriously

youngchoi:
no tell me

gaybum:
fucking hell
ask mark himself
i'm not just going to tell you without his permission

youngchoi:
fine
be that way

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