fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

느낌인데.

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By j_i_n_xx

gaybum:
it's mark
i went into your house to check on jaebum
he's fine
he had a panic attack and hyperventilated

wangmeupinside:
shit
everything's fine though?

gaybum:
it seems so

wangmeupinside:
can you just
check his wrists and maybe his thighs?

gaybum:
um i'll try
i don't want to wake him up
...
okay so
there were a lot of new ones
but they weren't new
they weren't there when he was at the hospital
like hospital meaning when i checked both of you in
i cleaned them up and bandaged them

wangmeupinside:
but they weren't new?

gaybum:
yeah
they weren't
uh
fresh i guess
most of them anyway

wangmeupinside:
fuck
i'm not going to be back for another couple hours
did anything happen that could have caused him to do that

gaybum:
well
he encountered jinyoung for the first time since high school

wangmeupinside:
that probably wasn't good
but i still don't think that would be reason enough

gaybum:
he wouldn't talk to me a lot
i realise now he was kind of pushing me away
but at the time it didn't seem weird
he was just quiet as usual

wangmeupinside:
what did you do?

gaybum:
i didn't do anything
wait shit
i snapped at him
but that was only once

wangmeupinside:
fucking hell mark
once i find out for sure what you did
you may or may not be dead

gaybum:
honestly i'm scared
because i know you will

wangmeupinside:
damn straight
now get your ass to the hospital
i have to do paper work and shit before i can be released

gaybum:
i'll be there in like thirty mins
see you

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