fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

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By j_i_n_xx

wangmeupinside:
i finally got my phone back
...
i know you probably won't want to talk to me
but i'm so fucking sorry
sorry won't heal the damage i've done
both mentally and physically
but i'm beyond sorry
i can't put into words how i feel
just know
even though i don't expect you to forgive me this time
i'll still work my ass off to fix our friendship

gaybum:
give me time
you know i can't afford to lose you
you're like my brother
and you've always been there for me
we'll get over this

wangmeupinside:
that means the word to me
again i'm so so sorry
i have to go now
love you jaejae

gaybum:
get better soon

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