fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

진짜

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By j_i_n_xx

"But are you okay?" The serious look on Youngjae's face had Jaebum speaking before he could think.

"Honestly, I don't know."

"I heard you wrote a song, Youngjae. Why don't we-" Yugyeom's attempt to change the topic was cut off by BamBam.

"It'd be surprising if he was. He's been through a lot." Jaebum sent Yugyeom a startled look because, as far as Jaebum knew, BamBam didn't know much about Jaebum.

"You don't know the half of it," Jaebum mumbled.

"He doesn't know," Yugyeom mouthed to Jaebum. BamBam was behind Yugyeom and didn't see what Yugyeom said, but Youngjae had.

"What doesn't he know?" Youngjae whispered. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion and worry.

"It's not important." Youngjae didn't look convinced.

"Well, if you ever need someone to tell, I'm here."

"I don't think you'd want to hear it."

~

"Rise and shine, children!" a voice screeched. Everyone was sprawled across the floor and the furniture around the house, having stayed up too late talking. Jaebum was the first to stir and look up at the person who had so harshly woken them up.

"I swear, if Mark thinks he can just..." Jaebum's grumbling suddenly died in his throat. There stood the one and only Park Jinyoung.

"BamBam! Yuggie! Youngjae! Get up!" Jinyoung shouted after breaking eye contact with Jaebum.

"Jinyoung, what are you doing here?" Youngjae had woken up seconds after Jaebum and immediately thought of the fact that Jaebum and Jinyoung didn't have the best history with each other. He scooted towards Jaebum and put his hand on Jaebum's leg as a sign of reassurance.

"I just wanted to make an early morning stop before I went to the grocery store," Jinyoung stated, innocently and nonchalantly.

"Well, you woke us up. You might as well stay for breakfast," BamBam sighed.

"Actually, maybe not. Jinyoung has to go grocery shopping, remember?" Youngjae wrapped a protective arm around Jaebum; Jaebum couldn't do anything but blush under Youngjae's touch.

"We can't just kick out a friend like that," BamBam argued. Yugyeom woke up at that moment, sending Jaebum a look and gesturing to Youngjae's arm. Jaebum just shook his head and looked away.

"Yeah, I want to stay." Jinyoung gave Jaebum a smug look, like he knew what he was doing.

"Jaebum and I were actually planning to visit Jackson, right?" Youngjae nudged Jaebum, Jaebum quickly catching on and nodding. "We'll just go get ready now."

Jinyoung rolled his eyes, a satisfied look on his face. "Whatever suits you."

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