fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
영재만
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

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By j_i_n_xx

gaybum:
i'm lonely
and sad

wangmeupinside:
what happened?
you were okay when i left

gaybum:
why do i have to stay overnight anyway

wangmeupinside:
you know why
just behave for the night so you don't have to move into the mental ward
i can pick you up tomorrow if you do

gaybum:
i know
but i'm so bored

wangmeupinside:
why are you sad tho

gaybum:
did you hear when mark and youngjae were talking earlier today

wangmeupinside:
no?

gaybum:
they were whispering about jinyoung
and apparently jinyoung is super nice now
because youngjae said that maybe there's something wrong with
and that jinyoung is only mean around me

wangmeupinside:
why do you like that asshole

gaybum:
honestly i don't know
but it's not like i can just stop

wangmeupinside:
i know
well
why don't i set you up on a date

gaybum:
wtf
so suddenly

wangmeupinside:
i'm joking
there is someone i want you to meet though
he's a new employee at my bookstore
and he wants to get into music
i figured maybe you could teach him

gaybum:
um sure
but why is this coming up right now

wangmeupinside:
the joke was a nice transition
but also
i'm trying to get you out of the house

gaybum:
i'm not even in the house right now

wangmeupinside:
i know
i just don't want you to be home alone for as long as you were leading up to now

gaybum:
fine
i'll teach this kid music shit

wangmeupinside:
okay
he'll be happy to hear that
maybe you can just hang out at the store throughout the day and teach him during his breaks

gaybum:
sure
it's literally been forever since i've last visited the shop

wangmeupinside:
yeah
because you hate reading

gaybum:
i hate books not reading

wangmeupinside:
to you there's no difference

gaybum:
you're right

wangmeupinside:
...
wow that conversation died quickly
i'm trying to save you from boredom
did you fall asleep
sleep well jaejae

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